Missed You - [Yoongi × Reader]

27 - scars guard

Waking up the next day, y/n
expected to find herself wrapped
in Yoongi's arms snuggling into his neck, exhaling his scent that both calmed her and sent chills down her body.

But nope.

The Alpha wasn't next to her when She woke up, she was disappointed so much that she
stayed in the Alpha's bed for an
extra hour just drinking her scent
and thinking, Actually overthinking,
So many thoughts and problems
were nagging the poor girl that a
headache started to kick in.

Her pack, scenes from yesterday
came flashing again and her eyes
started to get teary, she bit her lower trembling lip to prevent any other fit of sobs, she cried enough infront of the Alpha, she embarrassed herself showing how weak and cry baby she was.

Actually y/n wasn't that tough, she just learnt to mask her
vulnerability, she knew Namjoon
and Seokjin were having enough
problems already, with Joon
leading the pack at such a young
age and Jin being the Luna who
lost both his parents and need to
take care of his youger brother and Y/n, it was all too much and
y/n would rather die than feel like a burden.

She sighed again as she once again controlled her emotions, she got up and noticed her pendent hanging loosely around her neck, the red stone shining as brightly as ever being hugged by the little pup,
Y/n would stare at the red stone
for long time and imagine her
mate's eyes shining brightly like
this whenever he was protecting
Y/n or when was just pissed off,
which was so often,
This grandpa has nothing called
patience or tolerance.

Y/n chuckled and got up from the
bed walking toward the bathroom, she blushed when she looked at the
bath tub,

They seriously layed naked in the
tub together?!

Like what the fuck

Groaning at the embarrassing
memory she locked the bathroom
door and turned the tap on.

She washed her flushed face and
closed her eyes, yet all she can see
is dark room with a body standing infront of her, faint outline of his body and muscles that the poor moonlight allowed her to barely see, the skin she touched on his waist, the muscles that flexed under her fingertips, it's..it's just...

And you say I'm desperate.

Yelping and jumping in the air with a startle, the poor boy cursed at her wolf,
Ella if I die due to a heart attack
you are done too!

The wolf just laughed at her and
Y/n groaned, ella was just 20 years old like herself, she was
supposed to be older but the wolf
wasn't, the reason is still unknown
up untill now but y/n loves her
anyways, it's her own wolf after all.

Jimin I want Suga's mark.

Forget that she hates this shameless wolf.

Ella we talked about this before,
we agreed that Yoongi will lead this relationship, I'm not making any move on him so shut up.

The wolf sighed desperately at
her human's stupidity, the Alpha
literally has hearts popping out if
his eyes whenever he is looking at Y/n, yet the later was blind like a bat.

Ella didn't argue any further, she
knows her human, she knows why Y/n was afraid to approach the Alpha, y/n wasn't that confident about her looks, not her face she knows she is pretty, she just hates her body.

The Omega's past didn't slide
without marks, the endless injuries and battles didn't go, y/n's body held many marks and scars from her injuries that the Omega made sure no one would ever see, she knew that an Omega needs to
be unmarked for their mates,
yes y/n's marks aren't due to
intimacy of another person but
still, she hated her body for having marks that weren't made by her mate, she was convinced that she is a disappointment to Yoongi, that the perfect Alpha didn't deserve an ugly marked Omega like her.