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Part 27

POV Y/n

I woke up once again in a warm bed, I didn't feel any pain, my limbs were pretty much numb, to the point where I could barely move. I tried to force myself to lift as much as a finger but it felt like there was an invisible weight on my body preventing me from making a single move. I just gave up, I guess I'll stay in bed for some more time. I sighed and closed my eyes, at least if I sleep time will pass faster. I tried to sleep until I felt someone shaking me. I opened my eyes and look at the face of the man I've started to appreciate:

"

- Good morning. I tiredly said

- How are you feeling today? The doctor said you'll need a few days to recover

- Numb to be honest, I can't feel my limbs and can barely move, I hope I'll get to be able to move soon

- I'm sorry, it's my fault you got my into this mess

- Not really to be honest, that's technically what I get, I'm the one who agreed to train with your family, in a different situation I would've 100% blamed you but in this situation I can't blame you, it's the consequences of my own actions

- You need to leave, when you recover you need to get the hell out of this house before it gets worse. Trust me, I've been through this training and worse, if you stay here, you'll suffer more and more until your body won't be able to take it anymore. I don't want you to get anymore hurt, seeing you get beaten by Canary was enough to convince me I don't want this lifestyle for you. Go back to your house, go back to being this amazing artist that you are, go back to doing the thing you're passionate. This is not for you, this life... you deserve better

- You're right. I looked deep into his eyes and for the first time ever, I saw emotion in his eyes.

- It's honestly better you stay away from me altogether. All I do is get you in unnecessary danger

- No, love no, I mean I did experience crazy things with you and you did stab me once (#weaintforget) but it wasn't all bad, and you make good pancakes, I don;t want to give that up

- Idiot. He chuckled

- What, it's true though!

- Whatever, are you hungry, do you want breakfast?

- I would love to, yes

- I'll get you a plate then, give me a minute

"

He left the room and I just laid there, thinking. He's right, I should leave, I genuinely don't want to die, even less because of this family, but at the same time, I don't want to leave him. I've started liking the damn doll, I admit he's not the best person ever, nor is he a saint but I've gotten used to his presence. I enjoy spending time with him and talking to him and sleeping with him by my side. I want to have him, but I want to stay far away from his family at the same time. Lord what should I do? Should I do abandon him forever and go on with my life? I don't want that. If I don't I might have to have his family up my ass until the day I die. I don't want that either. 

I didn't notice Illumi coming in, he put a plate of appetizing food on the bedside table and wrapped his hands around my waist, he sat me up and put the plate of food on his lap:

"

- I asked the cooks to not put any poison in your food

- Thank you

- Open your mouth, I'll feed you

- What am I? A toddler? 

- Well you're basically paralyzed from the neck down so I doubt you'll be able to feed yourself

- You always make a point it's frustrating

- Whatever, open your mouth. He chuckled and blew on the hot spoonful of food before putting it in my mouth

- Oh my god!

- What? What? What? He panicked

- It's so good! Wow! Food tastes so much better without poison in it! I smiled 

- Idiot, you scared me. Can't you react like normal people?

- No I cannot I'm glad you asked

- Shut up and eat. He laughed, for the first time ever I think, I saw him laugh, he looks so beautiful when he smiled, or laugh, or shows genuine emotion

- You shut- He interrupted me by feeding me another spoonful

- Mother wanted you to sing her your song but I told her to wait a day or two for you to recover

- I'll sing it to you if you want

- Sure, I would love to hear it

- Let me eat this first, cause I love food more than you. No offense

"

I finished eating, he took the plate out and came back, he sat down next to me with my notebook in hand. He wrapped his arms around me, I always feel so relaxed whenever I'm next to him. I started singing my song as he was slowly stroking my back. It felt heavenly, music, him and I, it was all so perfect.

(The song, for the song to perfectly match the story change and the "she" and "her" into "he" and "him" and "only you my girl" into "only you my boy". I know that the song doesn't hit as good if you change the lyrics but I only prefer doing it for the sake of the story, thank you)

After this we both ended up falling asleep. Holding onto each other.

To be continued

Author's note: I feel like a beast, I've uploaded so many times in the past two weeks. To be honest I would rather write this fanfiction rather than do my Economics and Social Sciences essay. Also I think I'll take between 7-14 chapters to wrap up this story. I'll then work on finishing the other ones. When I'll finish all the stories that are currently published, I have more drafts sitting there so I'll probably publish them. I hope you're enjoying the story so far. Have a good day/night, love you all <33