Attachment Issues

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They'll leave me

They'll leave me not

They'll leave me

They'll leave me...not?


A constant repetition that goes through my head

Anxiety's best friend


Attachment issues are all I have known

Born in childhood

From something unknown?


Does it stem from my mother?

Because she just couldn't bother?

But she can't be blamed 

For her father was claimed


So depression made himself comfy

Settled in for many years

Dissociating her from reality


I ask God why?

For I had to suffer way too soon

Not but three weeks out of the womb


Not knowing the comfort of a mother

I went searching for another

Finding it in someone who can't stay long

Not knowing they can't take me along


That is when life fed me a spoonful of bitterness

And I wonder why it's this rigorous

For I felt abandoned once more

Knowing I can't see them anymore

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