They'll leave me
They'll leave me not
They'll leave me
They'll leave me...not?
A constant repetition that goes through my head
Anxiety's best friend
Attachment issues are all I have known
Born in childhood
From something unknown?
Does it stem from my mother?
Because she just couldn't bother?
But she can't be blamed
For her father was claimed
So depression made himself comfy
Settled in for many years
Dissociating her from reality
I ask God why?
For I had to suffer way too soon
Not but three weeks out of the womb
Not knowing the comfort of a mother
I went searching for another
Finding it in someone who can't stay long
Not knowing they can't take me along
That is when life fed me a spoonful of bitterness
And I wonder why it's this rigorous
For I felt abandoned once more
Knowing I can't see them anymore
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