H E A V E N
It was like a nightmare, Myze died in my dreams and I... I couldn't do anything to save her. And I just wish that it was just a dream, a dream that I don't want to happen. I blinked for the nth time while I was laying on my bed and looking at the empty ceiling. It wasn't a dream, Myze really died... in front of me.
Tears fell from my eyes as I remembered the scenario of her death. It tears me up so much... I-I didn't plan of losing her.
Sunod-sunod na katok mula sa pinto ang gumising sa aking diwa mula sa mahimbing na pag-iisip. Tanging sulyap lang ang nagawa ko nang pumasok si Sir Luci na may dala-dalang tray. Paniguradong pagkain ang laman nito dahil kahapon pa ako hindi kumakain.
Nilapag niya sa side table ang tray saka niya hinila ang upuan na nakita niya sa kuwarto. Nakadekwarto itong umupo habang nakakrus ang kaniyang mga kamay sa dibdib.
"Sit down and eat," he commanded. I just nodded besides I'm hungry.
Inabot niya sa akin ang tray na may laman na masasarap na pagkain. Hindi na ako nagdalawang isip pa at sinimulan ko ng sumubo. Tutusukin ko na sana ang hotdog ngunit natigilan ako nang maalala ko na paborito ito ni Myze. Sa lahat ata ng bagay ay lagi ko siyang maalala. Kahit ano o saan ata ako mapatingin siya ang tanging naiisip ko.
"Is there a way to remove this pain?" I asked suddenly. Sir Luci looked at me blanky as if I'm crazy for that kind of thought.
"There always be a way for me to do it. Just for you," he answered. Those words made my heart flattered at the moment of pain.
"I-I don't want to feel the pain of losing her but I don't want to forget her."
Pain were written on my voice as I uttered those words to him. My tears fell once again.
"If you don't feel pain, baby. It means you ain't alive, it makes you alive. Myze will be in pain if you remove it, she gave it for you to use it to keep on living." His long words made me cry harder, he held me on his arm and hugged me tight as he continue talking. "Learn to live that pain, use it to be your strenght," he gently said to me as he tightened his hug.
The blank emotion that he always giving to me is nowhere to be seen. All I can see is his soft emotions, the gentleness in him. As he caress my back softly, it make me feel safe.
Suddenly the door opened and I saw the serious face of Black.
"I didn't mean to interrupt but it's urgent," he said. But Sir Luci glared at him as if he didn't understand the word urgent. "You can have your lovely or whatever you call it later." I couldn't help my self but to blush.
Pakiramdam ko lahat ng lungkot ko ay naghalo at napalitan ito ng hiya. Agaran namang tumayo si Sir Luci na may masamang tingin kay Black habang ako ay nanatili lamang sa kama habang nakayuko at namumula. Nang marinig ko ang pagsara nang pinto ng aking kuwarto ay saka lamang ako nag-angat ng aking tingin.
Isang papel ang nakita ko sa gilid ng aking kama. May laman ito na maikling mensahe.
You need to stay strong not only for yourself but for Myze too.
-Lucifer
BINABASA MO ANG
Lucifer's Innocent Baby (Slow Update)
General Fiction"You think you can run, Heaven? No, baby. You can't go anywhere. Because I already marked you as mine." - Lucifer. "Trabaho ang hinahanap ko pero ikaw ang natagpuan ko." -Heaven.
