Sorry kasi di ako nakakaupdate.
Dami ko kasi problema.
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NagLOA ako sa work, aside sa may sakit talaga ako, parang di ko na kasi keri.
Gusto ko na magresign.
Yung pressure to meet the metrics,
Yung pressure sa dami ko nang violations,
Yung pressure dahil sabi nila, first timer ako kaya what I feel is natural. Pero ang bulong ng puso ko, ang pangit talaga ng kinapuntahan kong account kasi, nasa migration period kami at all the issues that were being brought to us are because of it.
Yung pressure na need ko kumapit dahil need ng family ko ng pera.
And then there's the expectation of my family and my partner's family as well na kaya na ng sweldo ko na akuin lahat ng gastos at the same time ay may mga wish pa sila...
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I am being bombarded with curses from customers because my account is giving them headaches.
I am being watched and waited for by people around me, waiting for tokens, because if not, I am an ingrate.
I am being pressured by my partner because I have to meet other people's expectation.
And it feels like hell.
I feel alone.
But God knows my heart.
I know that He's guiding me. There is no job worthy of my sanity.
I chose what will keep me sane.
I will file my resignation on Monday.
Maybe this Holiday season, just like the old times pa rin. Pero babawi ako next year.
Maybe I will disappoint people, but I'll prefer it more than prolonging my agony.
Maybe my partner is only after what people will say, but I am confident that she will understand me soon.
Maybe I am a coward, but I choose my battle.
I don't know if other bpo companies are like this. But I have the right to look for the answers myself.
Magpapasko ako ng hindi masaya ang savings ko, pero masaya ang utak at puso ko. Nailayo ko na siya sa stress. Siguro naman hindi na maglalagas ang buhok ko.
Guys kapit lang ha.
This week is a hell, but I am healing already.
Sa ngayon naubos na yung imbak kong chapters pero I am writing na po.
Happy Holidays sa Inyong Lahat!
