Serenity

25th

Unsettling

Gusto kong isipin na tama lang naman 'yon. Na walang masama kung tawagin niya 'kong Ate. That I don't have anything to fuss about over this matter.

Kahit pa hindi niya Kinuya sina Cal at Davion gayong mas matanda rin naman ang mga ito sa kanya! It was irritating but I convinced myself it's not worth my energy. That it's not a big deal.

Ayos naman na sana. Except that in each passing day, it gets more and more irking. Little by little, I find Aki more and more annoying.

"Hey, Ate Seya." aniya pagkalapag na pagkalapag ko pa lang ng bag sa cafeteria table. Sila lang ni Rae ang naabutan ko sa lamesa. Nakapila na ata ang iba. Inaya ako ni Einj sumabay sa grupo nila ngayong break at humabol lang ako.

Bwisit agad ako sa bumungad sakin. Mind you, he doesn't even greet me before! Ngayon ay panay ang bati at katatawag sakin ng Ate tuwing nagkikita kami!

"Sabay ka rin pala? Akala ko sa college canteen ka lang kumakain." umangat pa ang kilay nito. "You know, the food here are for the kids in highschool. Baka hindi swak sa panlasa mo."

Umaga pa lang ay sira na ang araw ko dahil sa mga patutsada niya. It was so damn better when his mouth was all shut! Mas gusto ko pa yung tahimik at supladong Aki! Maigi pa yung hindi niya na lang ako pinapansin!

And here I thought our relationship will get any better after a year of being distant. Kahit maging kaswal na lang sana kami ngayon sa isa't isa! For the sake of my friendship with his sister! That was all I was hoping for!

Ngunit hanggang sa pagtuntong ko sa second year college ay wala na 'kong ibang naramdaman sa kanya kundi inis. Pakiramdam ko gumigising na lang ako bawat araw para mairita kay Aki.

We've just gotten worse! Ngayon ko napatunayang I can't have with him what I have with Cal and Davion. I was kinda hoping we can have that wholesome connection too but I was proven wrong. If anything, I just see him as a mortal enemy now!

"Not so fast," I moaned and gripped on the manly hand that was making its way inside my panty.

Hindi naman nagmatigas si Yohan at binalik ang hawak sa bewang ko. I gave his hair a good grasp when our kiss deepened. He's so damn skilled at this and it hella feels good.

This is the only time I don't feel a tingling irritation. Times like this makes me forget, even just for a moment, every other thing in the world. Including the annoying existence of that kid Aki.

When I'm hooking up with someone, all I can think of is pleasure and nothing else.

"No.." pigil ko nang muling pumasok doon ang kamay niya at akmang ibababa ang underwear ko.

"Damn.. so the rumors were true," he breathlessly said. "You don't go all out."

"What?" kunot-noong tanong ko. "Kanino nanggaling yan?"

"Christoff. He said you're a good sucker but you didn't even let him get a homerun."

Napanganga 'ko. Tuluyan nang kumalas ang pagkakapulupot ng braso sa leeg niya.

"Bakit ayaw mo?" nagawa nya pang magtanong sa kabila ng reaksyon ko "Have you always been like this?"

He paused. "Don't tell me you're still a virgin?"