The day I met you. (Phan Smut)

First times

WARNINGS, suicidal thoughts, smut, boyXboy

*Dan POV*

''We are in love with the same guy.'' What? I felt Phil squeezing my hand, ''What the fuck Simon?'' I started getting angry, ''You've been beating Phil up for 2 years, cause you're in love with him!?'' I literally screamed, I was so done with him. ''What's wrong with you?'' I saw tears streaming from his eyes, ''Phil is with me now.'' Phil didn't move a muscle, he just stared blankly at Simon. My eyes filled with tears, what if Phil loves Simon? I was the first to move, I released Phil's hand and got up. I ran from the class room, tears filling my eyes. ''DA-!!'' I heard Phil almost screaming my name, but then the voice was gone. I stopped and walked back to see what had happened. They were kissing. Simon's hands in Phil's hair.. I just turned around and ran away.

I don't know where I was going, I didn't wanna go home, cause Phil would find me. Will he even look for me? I saw a bridge going over a stony river ahed of me, I kept walking till I reached the bridge. I stopped. I walked to the edge and watched the water fload on the sharp rocks, Did Phil love Simon? He couldn't, he was with me. But the kiss, like, did Phil enjoy it? I will never find out, I thought as I started climbing on the railing of the bridge. Is this worth dying? ''DAN!!!!!'' I heard a crying scream from my right, I felt hands on my shoulder pulling me down on the ground and then hugging me tightly. ''Dan, I was so scared. I thought you will kill yourself, that I won't be able to reach you.'' Phil said to me, pulling my face up so he could watch me in the eyes, ''Dan, don't think about doing it, ever again. Okay?'' He sounded serious, but he was still gentle. I nodded ''Okay.'' ''And Dan, he kissed me, I would never want to kiss him, I'm all yours. And Simon and I talked it trough, he understood, really did.'' He said as he moved his hand on the back of my neck and connected our kiss. It felt amazing, it felt like forever since the last time we kissed. Phil slowly pushed me down till my back hit the bridge's wooden ground, his hands trailed on my body as I moaned a slight moan in his mouth. He smiled to our kiss and I tangled my hands in his black hair and pulled him closer. ''Uhm..'' I heard a cough from my right and Phil pulled away, I saw an older woman with terror in her eyes staring at us for awhile, before almost running away. I just started laughing as Phil looked at me with funny smile. ''Wanna continue at home?'' I nodded, it's funny how we have started calling my place home, cause anyway that's where Phil lives now, and I couldn't be happier about it.

*Phil POV*

We walked to our school and took Dan's car, as I drove us back to his place, I saw him clicking on the CD-player and the song started playing, Madness. The song was Madness. I turned my head to look at Dan, who was already looking at at me. He was biting his lip, I just wanted to stare, but I had to turn my eyes on the street. It wasn't for long I pulled the car to the street way. As I stopped the engine, I turned to Dan and grapped his shoulders pulling him in for kiss, he opened his mouth and I let my tongue explore around his mouth. His hand swere stroking my hair and I swang my hand under his shirt, ''Philhh..'' Dan moaned in the kiss. Gosh, I needed to hear that again, I wanted him to say my name like that again. He broke our kiss, ''Let's go inside..'' He said his voice breaking, Did i do that to him? Yes. Oh god.

Dan opened the door and walked into the livingroom turning to me by the sofa. I took the hint and pushed him on it. I attached my lips on his neck an dstarted sucking the light skin, ''Philh, pleasee'' Dan whimpered, Oh My God. ''Please what?'' I tried to stay cool tho he was killing me with want, ''I need you Phil'' Dan managed to say. That hit me bad and I felt my dick twist in my pants. ''Gosh Dan..'' I said as I grapped his shirt and ripped it off of him. I smashed my lips back on his neck and let my tongue trail down his abs and play with him till I reached his v-line, I looked up at him, asking. He nodded and I started unbutton the black skinny jeans underneath me. I trailed them of his legs and went back licking his v-line, watching up at him. ''Phil, please, please'' He moaned and closed his eyes. I got up and kissed him my tongue swirling around his mouth. The I broke the kiss, catchong his eye, ''Are you sure?'' I asked him, ''Oh god, yes. Yes Phil, I'm sure.'' He said hurrying me. I didn't hesitate, I let my tongue trail down his body one more time, before sitting in between his legs. I moved my hand on top of his member as I stroke it trough the boxers, ''OH God, Phil, Gosh. Please, more. Please.'' Dan moaned loudly. I moved my hands to the waistband of his boxers and trailed them down as his member popped out. I wrapped my hand around him as he moaned my name loudly, I moved my hand up and down, I moved up to kiss him, but let my hand stay on it's place. Dan moaned in my mouth once in awhile and I couldn't stop a smile, I broke the kiss and watched Dan, ''Phil?'' He asked with a low husky voice, ''Yeah?'' I replied, Dan looked me in the eyes and smirked, ''Can you fuck me?'' Oh Gosh. Did Dan just ask me to fuck him? Yes gosh yes. ''Yeah?'' I answered, kinda asking him, ''Is this your first time?'' I continued my face blushing, Dan nodded and raised his eyebrows, I nodded back. He smiled, ''Should we move upstairs?'' ''Yeah'' I got up and he took my hand pulling me up the stairs, we moved to his room and Dan immediately stopped me by the bed, pulled my shirt of and bended on his knees, starting to un do my belt. I looked how his hands worked the button open and he trailed my jeans down taking my boxers down with them. He wrapped his hand around my hard as I watched him biting his lip again. He opened his mouth and wrapped his lips around the tip of my member. ''Danh, pleasee..'' escaped my lips and Dan looked up to me, his brown eyes full of lust. He started popping his head slowly up and down, I felt my self harden, a lot more then I thought was possible. ''Dannn!'' I couldn't help moaning out loud as he swallowed me down his throat, gosh, my boyfriend does not have gag reflex. ''Dan.. If you're planning on me to fuck you later, I wouldn't do that, cause I will come immediately..'' I said with a joking face and Dan pulled off of me, ''Well let's get it over with then.'' He said with a smirk on his face. Dan got up and went for his bedside table, he took out of a bottle of lube and a condom. He looked at me wondering, ''Do you want to prepere me..?'' He asked kinda blushing, ''Yeah, of course babe.'' I answered, winking at him. I walked next to Dan and pushed him on his back, on the bed. He spared his legs, totally exposing himself to me. I opened the bottle of lube and trailed my finger on his enterance. I checked Dan's face for any regretting marks and when I didn't see any, I pushed one finger inside of him. ''Go-gosh, Phil!'' Dan let out as a half scream. I moved my finger out and in again as he kept moaning, his eyes closed. ''More, Phil more!'' I entered another finger as Dan kept demanding me. ''Yesh, god Phil.'' I loved how Dan said my name with a husky voice. I scissored my fingers in him few times and moved them around. I flicked my fingers in him, ''Phil, yeah, gosh just there, oh god, do that again!'' Dan shouted, I have found his prostate and I flicked my fingers again as Dan pushed himself against them, ''Phil, I'm ready. I'm ready for you.'' He moaned and I removed my fingers, ''Sure?'' I asked, just to make sure he doesn't push himself too much. ''Yeah, yeah I'm ready.'' He said, I reached for the comdom and slipped it on, I lubed my member and put a pillow under Dan's back, trying to make him as comfortable as possibble. I settled myself between his legs and moved my member to his enterance. I looked up at Dan, he nodded and I slowly slipped inside of him. He moaned out of breath and I let him to get use to the stretch, he nodded again and I slowly moved out and slammed back in. ''Phiiil!'' Dan let out as I started moving faster and pushing deeper. ''More! More! Oh god!'' Dan moved his hips up, that gave me a new angle, so I hit his prospate again and again with every thrust. ''Gosh, just there, gosh, Phil! I'm so close..'' As he said that, I moved my hand to stroke his member in the time of my own thrusts. ''Phillll..I'm gonna-'' Dan shouted as his back lifted from the bed and he came on his and my chest. I kept fucking him trough it and soon I hit my own high and came in him. I slowly pulled out of him and took the condom of and threw it to trash. Then I moved next to Dan and kissed him, he cuddled next to me, ''I love you Dan.'' I said smiling in his hair, ''I love you more Phil'' He said against my chest. I kept playing with his hair till we both fell asleep.

Authors note, Oh god the smut... Well oh well it's done now xD OMG 280 reads<3333 I LOOVE YOU ALL <33 Ugh.. It's currently 2.25am and I've drinken way too much coffeeee (thanks for Ekin for keeping me company as I wrote this <3) But yeah I'll be uploading new chapter tomorrow, or today for me xD <3 xoxoxo