YuMark (NCT) *fluff* *little space* *angst*

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I gotta be honest, I've never written about littles before and I do not write about littles during sex. I don't like it so you will not find this here. It contains a bit of a triggerer in Mark's past that has something to do with guns and deaths so if it's nothing for you rather not read it. Enjoy.

"Hey bestie", Yuta smiled when he hugged Mark softly. They met at the trainings centre, after both went to eat alone, on this saturday to train with two other trainees.

Despite having a day off, they wanted to train some more. In a few months they might be able to debut and wanted to improve themselves till then. After training for several hours, the four made their way back to the dorms.

The other two Trainees, Bangchan and Felix lived in another dorm so they parted their ways and Mark and Yuta went to their dorm. Mark has been quieter then usually and Yuta was getting a bit concerned.

"Hey are you ok Mark?", the older asked when entering the dorm together. Mark nodded a bit and was about to go to his own room when Yuta softly pulled him into a hug: "Hey just so you know you can always come to me with anything and I'll help you ok?"

"Thanks hyung", Mark whispered quietly before parting. Both looked at each other for another moment and then left to their rooms.

Yuta was still concerned, Mark has never been like this before and it was scarying the older a lot more then he would admit.

Suddenly, he heard a loud Sound similar to a gunshot and immediately ran outside his room to see what it came from.

WinWin, another trainee was standing in his room, shouting a loud "Sorry" as he began to clean up. His mic stand had fallen down on the wooden ground.

Yuta shouted back a "Be careful next time!" and wanted to go back into his room when noticing something in the kitchen. He went down to look at it. Something or better someone was hiding in a dark corner by the sink.

Yuta went a little closer to see Mark pressed against the wall as close and deep as possible. He was panting hard and if Yuta heard it correctly, the boy was crying and whimering.

He slowly got on his knees and softly looked down at Mark. Now he could see how the boy was scared out of his skin, his eyes opened whide, his whole body was shaking and his tiny hands were holding around his knees.

Then it hit Yuta, is it possible that his best friend was a little? Looking at the small boy it got clearer and clearer, Mark was a little. A scared one right now.

Yut smiled softly and looked at Mark: "Hey little one, it's ok I'm here you don't need to be scared, I'm gonna protect you ok? Sounds good?" Mark's attention went to the older but he immediately pressed his back closer to the wall.

"Hey shh it's ok I won't harm you and I won't laugh at you, I will protect you, ok?", Yuta said with his softest voice to not scare the younger. Mark nodded and looked at Yuta with soft little eyes.

"Ok good now, can you give me your hand? Then I can get you up here ok?", Yuta suggested as soft as possible while giving one hand to Mark who grabbed it slowly.

"You did so good little one", Yuta praised as he couldn't really tell Mark's little age by now. He softly pulled Mark into a deep hug to make him feel safe.

Mark immediately wrapped his arms around the taller and cuddled closer, his body still shivering. Yuta softly pet the youngers hair and pulled him closer.

"Come on lets get you upstairs, do you have some toys or things that help you?", Yuta asks while softly holding the younger close. Mark nods and points upstairs.

"Ok I'll take you there", Yuta smiles and brings him upstairs into Mark's room. "Ok now can you tell me where you keep your stuff, little one?", Yuta softly looked at the younger in his arms after he locked the door.

Mark points to his closet and got carries there by Yuta. "In here?", the older asks while opening the doors. He looks down to see a box at the bottom.

"Is it this?", he wants to know and earns a shy Mark hiding in his neck then nodding a bit. "Hey little one no need to be shy or scared I'm helping you ok?", Yuta reasures the younger while looking into his eyes.

Mark nods a bit while Yuta gets out the box and puts it onto the bed. He sits down with Mark on his lap and opens the box. "Ok can you pick out your favorite ones for me?", Yuta softly pets Mark's hair to keep him calm.

Mark nods a bit and points to a dark blue paci saying 'prince', a blue bottle and a black panther stuffie. Yuta gets them out of the box and smiles softly.

"They look very cute", the older gives the panther to Mark and asks, "Do you wonna drink something? Water? Milk?" Mark looks up at the older with his panter close to his chest.

"Miwk pwease", he mumbles. "Warm or cold?", Yuta wants to know. "Wawm", the younger mumbles again. Yuta who feels the trembling in Mark's body get less, softly says: "Wonna stay here or come down with me, I will protect you there if anyone comes down ok?"

Mark nods and holds on closer to the older. Yuta softly puts the paci into the youngers mouth and picks him up again to go downstairs into the kitchen.

He holds the younger in his arms while filling the bottle with milk and warming it in the microwave. Mark watches him before sleepily cuddling into his hyungs neck.

After the milk was warm enough, Yuta grabs it and goes back upstairs. "Wonna watch a TV show little one?", the older asks when renentering the room and sitting down on the bed. Mark nods eagerly and let Yuta switch on the TV.

After getting the bottle of milk into his tiny hands, Mark cuddles closer to his hyung and starts sucking on it softly. Yuta looks down on the soft boy in his arms and pets his hair until the younger falls asleep to paw patrol.

The next morning, Yuta wakes up due to Mark moving on his chest. He softly wakes the younger to see if he is still little. He isn't but instead he looks very confused: "Hyung what are you doing here?"

"I cared for you, yesterday I looked after you when you slipped into little space and didn't want to scare you when you wake up", Yuta explains with soft voice.

"Oh shit", Mark blushes and looks away, hiding in his arms. "Hey Mark it's ok you don't have to hide or be shy, I took care of you cause I wanted to and if you're ok with it, I would love to care or you more often when you slip.", the older continues, lifting Mark's head up to make the two lock eyes.

Mark just nods shyly, not sure what to say. "It's ok if you want to I can tell you what happened and in return, you can tell me what I can do best to help you and maybe what could trigger you and your little, sounds good?", Yuta suggests.

Mark nods and let the older explain what happened the day before. The more Yuta says the more Mark blushes and becomes shy, he wasn't used to anyone carring for him in little space, he was always alone, well he was to shy to tell anyone about it in the first place.

Then it was Mark's turn to explain himself. What triggered him yesterday was the loud noise. When he was just a child, he was out in the first with his parents and they heard a loud gunshot.

After that Mark was always scared of loud, sudden noises. The older he had gotten, the worst it got, he would find out he was a little but mostly, he only slipped when being confronted with that trauma.

He would hide in his room for hours after being scared and would fight against slipping but now, he has Yuta, he is finally able to trust someone with his biggest secret and get help from the older.

Yuta softly hugs Mark tight to his chest: "I'm so sorry you had to go through that all alone for so long but you don't have to be scared anymore, I'm here for you and your little now, I will help and protect you forever"

Mark gets teary eyes, he is happier then ever before and cuddles up to the olders chest even more before allowing himself to slip again, knowing that the older would care for him again.

Hope you guys enjoyed reading it and as always, lease give me feedback if you have something to say and I'll try to change it.

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