Kpop One Shots

Sope (BTS) *angst*

Sope. Another good ship in my opinion I mean they literally made a Song called sope. This one is not really fluff and not really smut but if you don't like people being hurt or passed out, don't read it. Enjoy.

I sit next to my waterbottle on the floor. I'm still in the trainingscentre although the practice ended almost half an hour ago. We've been practicing for our comeback with the wings-album the past four months now. I've also been dealing with a lot of stress dueout the past year which pushed me back into heavy depression causing even more stress.

I sit on the ground for the past half an hour because I don't want to go back to my room yet. But I don't have the energie to keep on training as well. I still don't get the dance of 'Blood, Sweat and Tears' all correct and we have our comeback show in almost two weeks. I need to learn this now! I get up again and singing with my bad voice; I know why I'm a rapper though; I try the dance again.

It works out much better then during training but not good enough yet. I go over to the CD-player and switch on the music. I don't really want to hear my own voice singing right now. I get in my position and start dancing. It happens during the first refrain. There I have a very fast part with which I have to move almost 13 feet (about 4 meters). I'm not good at such fast and big steps.

I slip and it feels as if I stay in the air for an eternity before landing bad on my right leg while the rest of my body is still in the air. A hold back scream leaves my lips and I fall to the ground completely. My head lands on the ground and I roll on my back immediately. I silently begin to cry and put my hands on my hurting head.

There is blood on my hands when I look at them afterwards. Fuck! I think to myself while the tears are running down my cheeks. My leg feels as if it's broken and my head hurts very bad and I'm not able to get up and take care of myself so I just lay back down and cry silently.

I must have passed out because of the pain because I didn't realize how someone came in the room and sat down next to me. "Suga? Suga?!", I hear a familiar voice and manage to open my eyes a bit to look into some worried eyes. "RM?", I ask as I think I see him sitting next to my head.

"I'm Hobi", the Person answered, "what happened hyung? You look very bad" I come to sit a bit straight and now see him properly, it is Hobi indeed. I want to explain what happened to me but suddenly I can't even speak anymore. The words are formed in my head but won't leave my mouth. I look at the person in front of me and my eyesight begins to fade again.

What is happening? I want to say something but what was it again? I... I don't know. My arms get very heavy and I feel like falling down a huge building. I carefully close my eyes to make the dissyness go away and my arms get totaly weak under my body. I can see darkness and darkness only. I try to open my eyes again but they won't open.

When I finally manage to open them a bit at least I can only see white. It must be the white walls of the rooms in our dorm. I blink a few times to see clearer when a head comes over mine. I look into the eyes and after a short time realise that it must be Hobi. "Hyung? Can you hear me?", he asks and I just nod a little bit but regret it right afterwards. My head hurts so bad.

"What happened?", I ask trying to remember anything. "I hoped you could tell me. I found you passed out in the dancecentre and then brought you to the doctors and then here", he explains and I start remembering a bit. "I... I practiced", I admit trying to sit up in the bed. I look around a bit and can clearly see the room of J-Hope. So he brought me to his room, I see.

"Here take this hyung", he says giving me medcine which I immediately take with some water he gives me from a bottle. "Thank you", I say leaning back to sit up straight. "Oh by the way, why did you even practice alone hyung?", he asks. I drink a little more and answer:"I don't get every part from 'Blood, Sweat and Tears' correct and the show is in less then two weeks..."

"But you shouldn't practice all alone hyung", he tells me and I just nod because he is right to be honest. "I can help you with your practice hyung", he suggests. "You would really do that?", I say surprised with wide opened eyes. "Of course. You shouldn't get hurt and I like you and I want to help you hyung", he says a bit blushing. That looks actually very cute on him.

I mean I have never thought about having feelings for anyone but like I always say, it does not matter if it's a girl or a boy and why am I even thinking about that right now? Maybe je doesn't even mean it in that way. I look into his eyes and a bit of warmth flows through my body. Is this real? "What do you mean... you like me?", I ask confused.

He turns away and seems to be blushing even more when he wispers:"I really like you hyung. I've liked you for a very long time and I just wanted you to know... I'm sorry..." "What are you sorry for? I didn't say anything yet, did I?", I answer. What am I even doing right now? It feels as if my body doesn't even listen to my head anymore. Surprised, J-Hope turns around again and looks into my eyes.

"W-what did you just say?", he asks confused. "I...", I start but then go quiet. I don't know what to say. I mean I like him but I've never thought of him in that way. Looking into his eyes, I realize how lonely I've been the past years. Although, I was with the group, I never felt like being home. I only had the warmth feeling of being home a few times... only when I'm with him... Damn it. What should I do? I'm really not good with words... wait I could just... kind of show him...

I softly grab his neck and within a few seconds I've pulled him all the way down to my face and kiss him carefully. The shock in Hobi's face flys away very quick and he kisses me passionate. He even comes crawling on my waist, placing one leg on each side. I panic a bit. That's too much now. I... I don't know if I can do that....

I softly back off and look at Hobi a little bit scared. He immediately asks:"Are you ok?" Yes, I wanted to say like I always did but then realize something. If I will be dating him, he should know about my problems. Although I already told the members that I have problems, none of them know what they actually are. "It's just...", I start but get interuped immediately:"Whatever it is, we'll figure it out and I'll help you with it. You don't need to tell me right now"

He is really sweet. I nod thankful and feel my eyes filling with tears. "Shhhh Baby it's ok", he says calming and carefully lays down on my chest. He pets my chest and tummy and says:"Get some sleep hyung. I'll stay with you the whole time-and forever" I nod slowly and close my eyes while my hands go to his back and instinctiv pet him as well until I fall asleep.