𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 - 𝐉𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐀𝐔

𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲-𝐨𝐧𝐞

𝐊𝐚𝐭𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐬

We got on the train early this morning, Peeta and Annie got off at their spots and waved us goodbye, Annie invited us to four when she delivered. My morning sickness isn't great this morning and I've thrown up at least twice in the trains bathroom and that doesn't Include in the house this morning. Annie said it should clear in a couple weeks so that's what I'm praying for.

Haven't been to the capital since the war, I wonder if people still hate me? Would they feel some sort of compassion because the girl on fire is having a baby? I don't know, I suppose we will figure it out when we get there. Johanna seemed tense the whole ride, I am why wouldn't see be? The capital brings us nothing but bad memories and bad nightmares. Johanna's head doctor told her she needs to face her fears and she's been doing that, she's been trying to have some showers and she needs my help sometimes and that's ok, we are girlfriends we help each other.

The train pulled up and we grabbed our over-head bags, once the doors opened I wasn't met with the same capital I was nearly a year ago, it wasn't as flashes as it used to be, the people still looked as happy as ever just wasn't as flashy.

" Paylor's really shaped up this capital huh?" Johanna said and scanned her eyes around the city

" it looks better, people seem better" I said and she nodded grabbing my hand tightly

" come on let's go" she said and we began walking towards Paylors presidential home

All eyes weren't on us which made me feel more content about waking, my hand was still gripped tightly onto Johanna's but she didn't mind. We walked for fifteen minutes before we came into sight of the home, there were guards outside but didn't hold huge guns like the peacekeepers did.

" Miss Everdeen, Miss Mason, President Paylor is waiting in her office please go ahead" one guard said and let us in through the gates

" this reminds me of when they had that party after the games" I said remembering how many people were here to see me and Peeta

" I was there you know, hidden in the crowd with Finnick. I was going to come over to you but you looked so romantically in love with Peeta I didn't want to disturb you both" she said sarcastically

" I wouldn't have stopped you for coming over" I said and smiled

" Miss Everdeen, Miss Mason. Welcome, thank you both for coming" Paylor said standing at the top of the stairs

" thank you for having us President Paylor" I said and she smiled

" we are at lot closer, please just call me Paylor" she said and I nodded

" well thank your for having us Paylor" Johanna said and we followed her into her building

" I've done some remodelling around here, trying to get everything that belonged or went towards snow out of this building as fast as possible" she said and that's what she was doing, she had pictures of the districts around the place, it was nice to see how much she cared for the districts

" it's better than how he had it, the capital was his main concern. He never cared about us" Johanna said eyeing up her home

" fortunately anything that steps away from his rule is a plus" Paylor said and we nodded

" come on let me show you to room"

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One thing that impressed me was that the workers who work in the house live in the districts, she didn't just chose capital workers. The room she has us in is really nice, the bathroom is also connected to the room.