𝗦𝘁𝗮𝘆 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲 | Haitani's Little Sister

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 34

3RD PERSON'S POV
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"Ren?" Sanzu mumbled in very soft and calming voice.

He's been always at the little girl's side, since yesterday she fell unconscious.

He never at once left her side, thinking that something might happen to her again.

Sanzu held rena's small hand and watch her slowly opening her eyes.

The little girl felt something warm wrapped around her hand, she look to the side of her bed and found sanzu, wearing his mask with tears showed on his eyes.

It was her first time seeing sanzu like these. However she couldn't careless anymore.

She just sat up on the white bed and confusedly look around the place, founding herself being in the hospital.

There's a lot of machines in her surroundings and a dextrose injected on her one hand.

Rena let out an audible breath
" Can i go out now?" She simply asked.

Her voice were so cold and empty, Causing sanzu's eyes widened in shocked, after hearing it.

He couldn't stand seeing rena being like these. It made his heart tightened so much. Knowing that he couldn't see the cheerful and joyful little girl anymore.

" You can no longer go out the hospital, ren." Sanzu said with his voice trembling.

Rena's eyes widened a bit, but she was quick to cover it with her cold lifeless face.

" I don't want to be here" She mumbled coldly. Refusing to even look at sanzu's face.

The young man let go of her hand and immediately wiped his tear away.

" Let's go at the rooftop. Koko said the view up their is beautiful." Sanzu happily said. As he stood up from the chair next to rena's bed and went towards her dextrose to carry it for her.

Since, the little girl didn't want to stay inside the hospital. She agreed and jump off her hospital bed, but when her pair of feet landed on the ground, she suddenly lost her balance, causing sanzu to panick.

" Rena!" He said as he quickly let go of the dextrose and run towards the little girl, who is sitting on the ground.

" I'm fine" Rena coldly said, slightly pushing sanzu away. Not wanting him to help her to stand up, since she didn't want to be a burden to him.

She managed to stand herself up and took a one step forward but soon she fell on the ground again.

She look down onto her legs with her usual cold expression. She came to realize, she can no longer walk anymore.

Rena look up to sanzu and found him looking worriedly at her, with his eyes showed nothing but pain.

Rena look down again " I can't walk" She mumbled.

In which it made sanzu's heart broke into pieces. A dry, sad chuckle came out of his throat.

" Stop joking, ren. Just say you're lazy to walk. Come on" Sanzu said with a smile plastered on his face, refusing to believe the little girl's words.

However, rena didn't talk and just stared down the ground with her blank expression, showing that she isn't joking at all.

Sanzu clinched his fist tightly to his side, as his body trembled due to fighting back his tears.

Chewing his bottom lip he slowly squat down and went to carry rena in his arms and made her sat on her hospital bed again.

Sanzu sat back on the chair
" Why don't we just eat some dorayaki instead? Umm... M-mikey, ask me to give this to you when you feel hungry" He said, trying to sound happy while showing a paper bag with full of dorayaki inside.

Rena look away from sanzu.
" I don't want to eat" She simply said.

Sanzu let his hand fell down on his lap, as he slowly lowered his head down. " Do you... Do you want me to call ran and rindou, to bring back the cheerful and the joyful little girl you used to be before?" Sanzu mumbled, while gripping tightly to the paper bag that he was holding.

" I don't want to see them until i die" Rena replied without even hesitating about it.

She got so tired of fighting back for the persons who did nothing but drag her down and slap her to the reality that she's not worth it to live.

They made her feel as if like she's a burden and a nuisance to everyone.

Yesterday, when the time she feel her head hurts so bad and fell unconscious. She thought everything is over and she could now rest in peace.

But sanzu took that opportunity from her. And it made her feel angry about it.

" You should have let me die" Rena whispered loud enough for sanzu to hear.

His heart dropped after hearing the little girl's words. He quickly look at rena with his eyebrows furrowing.

" What the hell are you saying, rena?! Are you hearing yourself right now?! If I didn't saved, how about me? Are you really ready to leave me alone?" Sanzu's voice slowly trailed off as tears continuously escaped his eyes.
" Alone like i used to before i meet you" He added, crying.

Rena slowly looked down, with a lifeless expression on her face, evident that she would never be the same.

" Why do you even want me to live, haru san? You will soon realized, that i'm nothing but a burden to you. Because that what i really am to this world. I never should've been born at all. I just wish to die early" She mumbled, with her cold voice.

Rena didn't know what her illness is. But she didn't bother asking sanzu about it. Since she was fully sure she'll soon die, and if she didn't, she didn't have a choice but to kill herself instead.

Because it's the only way to end the unbearable pain she felt inside...

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