my final words before i become a year older

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by moa_trash

by moa_trash

i was so tempted to just write penis and leave it at that but NO i decided to attempt to be wise aka im just dumping everything rn

so i become a year older in less than two hours AHHHH

ngl i hate celebrating my birthday and not in the "oh em gee i hate my birthday so much now buy me presents and give me attention" way

im literally so scared of the aging process

i may be one of the few, but i actually am enjoying how my life has been recently and with aging comes change and akjhdgfhsj no <3

anyways whats new

OH MY CALLIGRAPHY CLUB GOT APPROVED SO NOW IM THE FOUNDER AND PRESIDENT AHHH

OH ALSO

SO THERES THIS THING CALLED THE REFLECTIONS ART COMPETITION

AND I ENTERED IN THE DANCE CATEGORY

I WON THE PRELIMINARY ROUND AT MY SCHOOL

I WON THE 33RD DISTRICT ROUND

AND NOW IM AT STATE LEVEL????

IM SO HAPPY I CANT BELIEVE I MADE IT TO FUCKING STATE AHHHHSKJDHGJSK

oh i also like 2 people

i have a painting date with one of them in less than a week so ksjbvdbnsjk

and the other one invited me to sit with him at lunch and got so close to me and ksjhgdhjsk he was so sweet to me im gonna sob

what else

oh were entering tech weeks for pit so soon im gonna be at school from 8:30-9:30. 13 hour days. playing flute for about 7 of those. i love flute but kill me now

im also joining the University of Kansas band camp this summer which is a sleep away camp for prestigious musicians so yeahhhh

and i have regular band camp for marching band

then marching band starts

plus concert band

im so dedicated to this metal stick with holes i swear ksjhdgfhsjak

ahhhh back to the guy i like i havent liked a male in a year and hes so sweet to me and he has a passion for music and listens to my shakespeare rants fuck hes perfect

and lunch with him was so nice

and then my friends fucking ruined it

WHY DID THEY HAVE TO CRASH ITTTT

and then after they crashed it i got harrassed by this guy who was invalidating my pansexuality and trying to UNIRONICALLY convince me to give him head

id pick lunch with the sweetest guy literally ever over that any day

anywayyyys my birth is in almost an hour now so idk what ill do until then, see yall later

-norah