norah's useless rant book

im gonna cry

im gonna cry

i just

fuck

it hurts

the weight of everything hurts

i really love her

and the other person

no matte what ends up happening, this will all turn into a mess

i either get rejected by the girl and fuck up my friendship with her, dont get rejected by her and fuck up my friendship with the other person, or i fuck it up with both of them

i hate this

fuck

the person whos ignoring me is one of my closest friends and the girl is someone i finally became friends with after so long

ahhhhhh

i wanna cry

im definitely gonna cry tonight

who knows

maybe things wont end too badly

maybe by then ill be numb to it all

maybe the pain wont hurt as much as i think

idk yet

pain hurts but after a long time of getting hurt, im used to pain

-norah