YOU ARE MY STRENGTH MY LOVE

WHAT HAPPENED TO HER?

{PLEASE IGNORE THE SPELLING AND THE GRAMMAR MISTAKES}

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Occasionally, our eyes see and our ears hear something unexpected. We think or pray that it will be fake or lie. AS also went throw this situation. His emotions were making turmoil in his heart. He couldn't believe what SS said to him. How could he believe that his Haseena attempted suicide? How could he believe it? How could he accept that his brave lady love attempted suicide? How could one attempt suicide who always inspires everyone, always fight and win every hardest battle of life? He shook his head and said to her with a heavy voice,

AS: Yeh kya bakwaas kar rahi hain aap, Santu? Humari Haseena kabhi aise nahi kar sakti. Woh bahut bahadur hain. Woh aisa nahi kar sakti. Aap jhuth bol rahi hain. Hume pata hain aap jhut bol rahi hain. Dekhiye Santu, hume aisa mazak bilkul bhi nahi pasand.

SS: (crying) Kaash ki yeh jhuth hota, Anu bhaiyya. Kaash! Magar yeh sach hain. Hassu didu ne sach mein suicide karne ki koshish ki thi.

AS: Agar aisi baat thi toh aapne hume pehle kyun nahi bataya?

SS: Hum batana chahte the par hum nahi bata paaye. Hassu didu ne hume mana kiya tha batane se. Humne bahut koshish ki yeh jaan-ne ki unhone aisa kyun kiya par hum nahi pata laga paaye sach ko. Humne aapko bhi batana chaha par didu ne hume dhamki di ki agar yeh baat hum aapko ya phir kisi ko bhi bata denge toh phir se suicide kar legi. Hum darr gaye the. Lekin ab humse aur bardasht nahi ho raha tha iss liye humne faisala kiya hum aapko saara sach bata denge.

AS: Aapke alawa aur kis kis ko yeh baat pata hain?

SS: Kisi ko bhi nahi.

AS: Phir aapko kaise pata chala yeh sab?

SS: Ek din, college khatam hone ke baad hum apni saheli ke ghar gaye the. Aur ghar wapas laut-te waqt humne Hassu didu ko dekha. Pehle toh hume kuch ajeeb sa laga. Kyun ki woh unke college ka rasta nahi tha. Unke college se bilkul opposite tha woh raasta. Aisa lag raha tha ki unhe kuch hosh hi nahi tha ki woh kya kar rahi hain. Bikhre bikhre baal aur be-jaan sa chehra tha unka. Gaadiyan aa rahi thi, jaa rahi thi aur aisa lag raha tha ki unhe kuch fark nahi pad raha tha iss baat se ki woh bich sadak pe chal rahi hain. Phir humne dekha ki woh ek tez raftaar se aa rahi truck ke saamne jaa rahi thi. Hum bhage bhage se unke paas gaye aur unka haath pakad kar sadak se kheecha.

Tears were falling from her eyes while he had a blank expression on his face. She continued,

SS: Pehle kuch seconds ke liye shayad unhone hume dekha hi nahi tha. Woh keh rahi thi ki "Chhodo hume, hume marr jaane do". Humne unhone sambhalne ki koshish ki. Aur jab unhone hume dekha toh woh bas hume gale lagakar rone lagi. Woh bahut ghabra gayi thi. Unka rona khatam hi nahi ho raha tha. Bahut mushkil se humne unko sambhala. Magar abhi tak woh baat nahi samajh aayi thi ki woh suicide jaisa kadam kyun utha rahi thi?

She cried a lot. He side hugged her and tried to console her. She again added,

SS: Hum jaise taise unhe ghar le aaye. Wanha se lekar ghar jaane tak unke chehre par koi expression nahi tha. Aisa lag raha tha ki woh bas apne zindagi se thak chuki hain. Jab hum dono ghar pahunche toh dekha ki Cheetah wanha nahi tha aur Pyari aunty bhi Lucknow se bahar thi. Humne didu ko bahut samjhaya, unse sach jaan-ne ki bahut koshish ki par unhone hume sach nahi bataya. Lekin humne bahut mushkil se unse promise liya ki woh aage se aisa kuch bhi nahi karegi warna hum sabko sach bata denge. Badi mehnat se unhe samjhaya ki hum sab unse bahut pyar karte hain. Agar unhe kuch ho gaya toh hum sab bhi jeete jee mar jaayenge. Woh maan toh gayi humari shart ko magar palat ke yeh shart rakh di ki agar humne phir se unse sach jaan-ne ki koshish ki ya kisi aur ko iss baare mein bataya toh phir suicide karne ki koshish karengi. Hume samajh hi nahi aa raha hain ki woh aise immature tarike se behave kyun kar rahi hain? Hume samajh nahi aa raha hain ki woh kis baat se itni darr gayi hain ki apni jaan dene tak taiyyar ho gayi!