The tragic story of an innocent girl losing all that made her innocent.
。includes vents +poems ,, mentions of grooming, gaslighting, manipulation, heartbreak, mentions of sh/ed n more
*this is based from things that happened to me,, its not somethin...
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I feel so dead, so empty. Reaching trying to feel something.. trying to feel anything. Hand to the sky but nothing reaches back towards me. How come everyone else gets to be so happy while i endure heart break after heart break? Am i not worth happiness? Am i not worth anyone caring about me enough to stay? No, because my entire life i was either shut out or abandoned. All alone. Poor little cherry, thats what everyone thinks i think. They all believe im in this self involving cycle where i go from only caring about myself to only caring about my feelings because i am hurt. When thats not true.. i ponder everyones feelings 1,000xs over. I do it before i post, before i call, before i make a statement, at least usually. People feel as though i'm this person who has to be watched, i am not that. To all my friends who i have burdened with my presence i would like to apologize, you don't have to watch me. I am not a china doll waiting to break as soon as i am put down. I am just me, i am already broken beyond repair.. there's no reason to wait for my shatter when i'm already cracking. once again i am a corpse, dead, emotionless, screaming for help in my last moments. Calm and rotting i sit.. i am nothing but a naïve child. One that is abused, cracked, broken, and dead.
