The tragic story of an innocent girl losing all that made her innocent.
。includes vents +poems ,, mentions of grooming, gaslighting, manipulation, heartbreak, mentions of sh/ed n more
*this is based from things that happened to me,, its not somethin...
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we made a mess of this
waiting up over spilt coffee isn't what i want in life i want you, i do but i refuse to wait on you i refuse to be pushed away inch by inch i can go myself just give me the words and i will leave if you're gone and you no longer want me make that clear leaving is just an annoying chore but anywhere could be better than here i don't understand how one little mistake sent us to ruins but its not at my hand the choice is yours say the words and i will go leaving may be a chore and i don't want to leave but anywhere can be home a home where i can live i'm not sure if i can lay my head on you it ruined that safety for me i'm not sure if i can trust you your words were like hell for me and hell is not my home i can't live here like this id rather be alone so give me the words and i will go far away from here and you and all that i wanted to know
pt2
i feel lose, untightened like your grip on me is lessening and you're waiting for me to fall as if i'm a bead at the end of a thread inching slowly to the untied reaching its body outside of its owners pockets to drop to the floor to be forgotten watching the owner walk away
pt3
i don't want you to walk away please don't lessen your soft hand from me keep them here let them glide across my skin and hold me pull me to your chest and breath me in tell me you won't leave me please, i beg you my fear is stronger than my hope paranoia holds my hand like a lost widow by a tree dressed in all black waiting for another man to fall i will go if you ask if you say those horrid words but i don't want to please don't make me crack on the floor don't make me your dropped pearl
