why do I always question my identity?
why do I not know who I am?
why don't I see anything clearly?
why is my head always stuck in the sand?I'm sinking and shrinking,
but I'm still growing in size.
I hate all this thinking,
I hate all the lies.
I hate that my body refuses to feed,
I hate that I can't ever find what I need.I hate that I feel like I'm not one of a kind,
I know what I want
and I won't change my mind.
so many morons think that they know what's best-
have a baby,
it will save me-
I was made to be vessel,
but I'll fill it with blood.I am a robot
I do what I'm told.
I can change all my settings
to suit the occasion,
but when my battery's dead
I'm imprisoned to an outlet on a wall.
I fake all my expressions
because I want to seem normal,
but I guess that means nobody knows me at all.I'm fading away,
and I have no personality.
I can be perfect today,
but tonight I'll cry myself to sleep.
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The Road to Paradise
PoetryThis book has a bunch of poems that have bits and pieces of my life in them. I write whatever comes to mind, and it usually makes sense. But everything has a hidden meaning. Of course, some of it is random, but it all comes together (plus I like to...