the music is loud
you don't hear a sound
and I've been leaning towards leaving
but I don't want to disrupt
the song called 'chaos' that no one wants to hear
I'll sleep in the darkest sea
and I'll live in a fruit-
I'm a worm eating an apple.
are you happy with the choice you made?
I live my life like I'm a parasite
I think they want to keep me safe
lock the doors so I can't escape
I'm a fox
I'm a snake
I'm a fucking mistake,
and I guess everyone around me is exactly the same.
the date was fake,
but I'm so fucking hungry
so I'll break my arm jumping out the window to get my delivery
the dreams go by too fast
and the day time is too slow.
not enough time so I'll stay up late
and I'll turn the lights down low.
no one has to know I'm not asleep
I'll still be up in the morning
the music is loud,
and you don't hear a fucking sound-
would you hear me if I screamed your name,
or would you turn your back?
maybe one day I will scream your name
I'll be crazy
I'll be insane,
but I'm so tired of playing this sick game-
maybe I should wake up and realize for once that I'm going to lose.
and I'm starting to wonder-
does it matter to you?
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The Road to Paradise
PoetryThis book has a bunch of poems that have bits and pieces of my life in them. I write whatever comes to mind, and it usually makes sense. But everything has a hidden meaning. Of course, some of it is random, but it all comes together (plus I like to...
