liar

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I care too much,
say sorry politely,
and I want so many things in my life.
I'm starting to wonder if you care about anything,
or if people just lie,
and like to make me feel worthless.

I want to feel beautiful,
I want success,
but I am so tired and I'm a bit brain dead.
I work hard,
I need to work on my fitness,
but in this life I'll never be good enough.

I wish I didn't have any thoughts-
I want to erase you from my mind.
I never thought I'd ever believe,
that in the end everyone leaves,
and I guess I was a little naïve,
to think I'd have you forever.

I work
I say sorry,
people lie
you delight me,
sometimes I'm polite,
I can't say no,
I just want to prove my worth,
but I'm not good enough.

and I don't think you care about anyone or anything.

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