Your Icy Exterior

For What

*Lexa POV*

As I stood outside my bedroom door I couldn't help but hesitate before walking in.

Did Amy mean that much to me that I have to fight with her about this. She was out of line. I'm not even sure I like her, or if I ever did.

Before I turned the handle on the door nob I hear a noise.
I listened closer before my eyes widened. I burst into the room, startled to see Amy on top of a random man making out with him.

"Well that makes this easier" I said to my self.

Amy finally noticed my presence.

She dramatically climed of the man and ran over to me.

"Lexa please... its not what is looks like" she said pleasingly.

I could only look at her with an eyebrow raised. I was surprised at how little this upset me.

"Heda I appoligize, please forgive me the man said" he said bowing.

I rolled my eyes.
"Stand up. You may leave. Never come in this room again" I said early calm.
He basically bolted out of the room. I almost laughed.

I stared at Amy who was now in tears on the floor.

"Lexa please forgive me, I never want to do that". She exclaimed.

I said nothing to her but
"Guards! Take this women away and don't let her back into the tower" I said strongly.

Amy gasped.
"Amy I would advise you to leave polis. I'm not sure how my people will react when they find out you cheated on there commander" I said stoic. Then walked past her.

I sat down and sighed, my head in my hands. But I felt good.

Morning came and I couldn't help but get confused when I stretched my arms and didn't find Amy next to me. But then I quickly remembered resterdays events.

I got up and got ready for the night bloods first training with y/n. I wouldn't admit it but it felt good knowing I was going to spend more time with her. And while I did my hair, I tried to ignore the fact that it took me longer to get ready, almost as though I was trying to impress someone.

As I made my way to the training grounds I could here the children fighting.

When I saw them I smiled. Paired up, the children used staffs. Y/n correcting them as they went along.

I couldn't help but watch her, a staff in her own hands. One of her vieny hands wrapped around it. Well i guess she only really had one real hand, but shut up. As she walked confidently through the kids. I slowly walked closer to them.

I made eye contact with y/n, and she gave me a small smile and nod. I couldn't help but smile back at her.

She slowly made her way over to me, and stood next to me.

"Good morning heda" she said

I couldn't help but feel my stomach flip when she used my title. She didn't even say it unusual.

"Good morning y/n" I said.

"Where is Amy this morning?" she asked looking back towards to nightbloods.

"She left polis. Her and I are no longer together" I said evenly.

"Ahh so thats why I saw her and a man being dragged out of the tower yesterday" she said.

"Yes" I said a small smile on my face.

"You don't seem to upset by it" she asked confused.

I shook my head.
"I now relize that our relationship was not a good one. I am glad to get her out of my life. There are certainly better people to spend my time with" I said looking at her.