Lost hope

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Jin was wide awake it was really late at night still there was no sign of Jungkook in the dorm he was really feeling sad to the point that he cried until he fell asleep everything happening around jin was so painful but is this how love feel? oh what he will do now?

jimin tried asking jin what happened but jin was just sobbing which made him so much worried taehyung tried calling jk many times but the phone was switched off he pulled his hair in frustration and throw the phone to the nearby couch

'' where the fuck are you jeon jungkook '' he asked to himself in frustration jimin was sleepless he told everything to tae what he had done and tae scolded him, jimin never had any intention in doing things like this but it ended up like this and tae was so angry on jimin he was walking back and forth trying for Jungkooks number but at the end all he got was nothing.

'' do you know what have you done ? Have you lost your mind? I know jks temper and I can clearly tell what he would have done there? I cant believe you dig a real grave for their love jimina '' he shout

'' I really don't kno....'' He couldn't complete his words

'' then you should have asked me atleast idiot '' he shout again on jimin which startled him he have never seen his boyfriend like this it was so different but he knows that he was at fault and seeing jimin cry tae face softened he kneeled before jimin and cupped his cheek

'' listen jimin this is not the time to cry please understand that you shouldn't do things like this which will create pain for yourself in the end '' he told to which jimin nodded his head, suddenly his phone rang and both of their head shot up to the direction and tae immediately got up and picked the call

'' where the hell are you jeon jungkook motherfucker ? Who do you think the fuck you are ?'' Tae shout immediately after attending the call but all he got was silence at the other end

'' jk I swear if you did not get your ass back here I am gonna punch right at your crotch....'' Tae was cursing forgetting that jimin was in front of him

'' tae..... He does not love me '' the other told which confused him

'' haa what .. Who does not love you... Jin hyung?'' He asked unsure what was jk talking about but jk sighed

'' tae I cant take this pain anymore its too much taeee '' he whined

'' what the fuck are you drunk? '' tae asked

'' noooooo but I want to, can you come to the nearby bar? I am there '' jk told and tae eyes widened

'' oh my did you go to a local bar without any gaurds following you? are you insane? just wait there I am coming '' he told and cut the call and ran out the place within minutes he wore a mask and a hat and took one extra mask and cap to give Jungkook, he came to the bar and parked his car and got out of his car and run towards the bar he dashed inside and searched for jk everywhere but he was nowhere to be found he got panicked he came out and stood near the bar gate breathing heavily he took the phone and called jk and he picked up

'' where the hell are you man?'' He asked with a high pitch whisper

'' I am sitting in my car oh I saw you I am waving my hand see just come in '' he told

'' just wait you bastard ''he told and dashed towards the car with unreadable expression he yanked open the car door and got in the passenger seat

'' oh my god you idiot cant you control yourself what the hell did happen there '' tae asked with hella angry voice and jk looked at tae intently before telling what all happened there and tae already expected jk to react like that

'' jungkook i....I don't know.....'' Tae was talking but jk cut him

'' I know I lost my hope tae all is did was trying to bring back his emotion but he felt suffocated with me then how can he love me ? " he told in a defeated tone

'' maybe I already lost a chance to be with him '' he told and looked outside the window to hide his tears

'' jk it is all only till jin hyung gain back his emotion then.....'' He again talked but jk again cut him off

'' what if he gain back his emotion and regret loving me what if he is just doing it out of force, see tae I am extremely afraid to even open my heart to him knowing that he fucking does not feel the same towards me, I am only going to get hurt again and my heart cant definitely take the pain anymore '' he told leaning his head on the seat staring at the night sky through the front glass

'' I can understand but you are giving up so easily, and all jimin told you about soobin was just to make you jealous and about getting hurt again that means that you already loved someone other than jin hyung?'' Tae asked looking intently at jk, jk though for a while

'' yes'' he told and tae eyes widened

'' what.... Why was I not known about this? '' he asked

'' thats just a small unrequited love '' he told in a low voice and chuckled sadly thinking how he got angry for the same thing when taemin told him

'' why the hell did you smile now'' tae asked irritated

'' nothing '' jk told now his face saddened and tae sighed

'' do you still love that person? '' he asked and jk turned his head looked at tae for sometimes and turned back

'' its not easy to not love him but now the love I have for him is totally different '' he told and tae got more irritated

'' what the hell do you mean '' and jk closed his eyes remembering jimin

'' I have lot of respect to this person his happiness is always important for me and I don't want to make him sad I mistook this as a romantic love and wasted my time but I really don't regret having such feelings for that person '' he told with a small smile on his face and tae frowned

'' does that person know that you loved him '' and jk again chuckled sadly everything coming back to his mind again

'' no but he got a wonderful person as his lover now '' he told looking at tae, only jk know that he was talking about tae

'' oh he is in a relationship now?" there was silence for sometimes

'' who is it '' he asked now not looking at jk

'' its better not to know about that person '' jk told in a small tone

'' Fine if you don't want to tell me, so you only love jin hyung now right ? '' tae asked a bit nervous

'' I not only love him I want him so badly I want to hold his hands in public and kiss him and spend my entire life with only seokjin but he.....'' He lowered his head

'' thats never gonna happen '' he told in a whisper

'' aarghh he is just killing meeeee '' jk shout in frustration suddenly making tae to look at him worriedly. Suddenly tae got a idea

'' jungkookaa'' he shout suddenly which made jin flinch

'' I have an idea and jk looked at him confusedly and tae was grinning at him like a madman.

Poor jk he is going through a lot he is so insecure about his love because he already felt a heartbreak. Will jin finally understand what is love? 😳

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