Fated To Be Together Jinkook

Ruined

Jungkook was extremely nervous to face jin now, yesterday as per tae told he messaged his jin hyung but tae ranted him for hours for the choice of words he messaged jin. But he has to make sure his jin not wanting to spoil his health, now they are going in car back to dorm and tae was extremely annoyed by hearing Jungkook's continuous sigh

'' yah what the hell is your problem I am already hella mad for your lovey dovey message to jin hyung don't make me even more angry '' he told gritting his teeth tightening his hold on steering

'' oh tae I fucking love him to the end of my life how do you expect me to text then? I am already not at all feeling good about this plan '' he told but tae got extremely angry that he applied sudden break making them fall front and jk nose hit the front board he groaned in pain

'' idiot why did you......'' He shout

'' am I an idiot ? You and jimin always have a say in this plan, if you feel so, why don't you all do it by yourself? Don't you know how jin hyung changed this past 2 days after our plan being executed? and here you are making me feel so miserable do you think I am doing this for my own satisfaction?. NOOOOO I am not I want jin hyung to be together with you happily.....'' He told in anger

'' what else do you expect me to do jungkooka '' he now started tearing up. And jk got more worried and thankful he pushed tae for a tight hug both were now crying

'' sorry tae I did not know you were stressing for us believe me I will do as per the plan and make jin hyung to love me for sure okay? I did not know you are as desperate for me taehyunga now please don't cry it hurts '' he told sobbing clutching tae. And tae broke the hug and wiped his tears

'' please understand jk I want only the best for all of you, jin hyung and you are way more special to me that I will do anything to make you both happier '' he told and jk nodded his head with a smile and they headed back to dorm.

Jin was standing before the mirror with a pin in his hand he was piercing his skin for a multiple number of times but he was not getting any pain he was confused as hell because yesterday in taemins house he experienced pain and he thought that he got it back but due to many things running in his mind he did not actually cared about it. But now to think of it he tried poking and piercing slightly on his skin but not even a small bit of pain he experienced so instead poking more he took out a cotton and wiped the blood that came in those small piercing, he knows if Jungkook see it he will shout at him so he just left it for now and pulled his sleeve till it closes his hand and went to their balcony were jungkook asked him to wait.

Air hit his face making him smile he was looking up at the sky with the dreamy look, everything will be back to normal after he propose to Jungkook right?. His much needed chance to talk to jk is given right now and he is sure he will utilizes it and make everything right. With Jungkook by his side he will slowly regain his pain too so everything is set right for now. He was smiling looking up at the sky that he didn't notice a pair of eye watching him adoringly.

Jungkook POV

oh he is here? I am extremely nervous to even look at him now. He is smiling like an angel what is he thinking about now ? I want to be his reason to smile but why I cant be the one. He is so peaceful but I have no other way other than to ruin it. Sorry jin hyung I am just doing this to make you realize your feeling towards me. I tapped his shoulder he turned and got shocked looking at me but later he smiled wide. Oh don't do this to me jin hyung you are making it hard for me to do my task. I smile back to him, he joined his hands together in front and looked down in shy? Oh my if so then..... Does he love me too ? Then its great if I go with the plan he will easily get jealous right? And realize his feelings towards me. I cleared my throat he looked up at me and frowned noticing my serious expression. God he is so adorable, I fucking cant do this, what if it hurts him, but I sighed he was about to talk but I cut him off

'' hyung I have to tell you something '' I told in a serious manner but he...... Chuckled he fucking chuckled what is he even thinking? Is he going to turn me down? No fucking way I will not let that happen KIM SEOKJIN? I became more serious and talked to him firmly to make him believe whatever the heck I am going to spurt out now.

'' hyung actually I got carried away in this soulmates stuff that I got confused in my feelings '' I told and as expected he did not understand he smiled at me confused ly. I just went a bit closer to him looking into his eyes before putting my head down. I HAVE TO DO IT.

'' hyung I thought I had deep feelings for you but I did not realize that this all was about the soulmate thing and I just got carried away too much. I realised it when jimin and tae broke up and I started to think about jimin hyung again and he seems to try our relationship I talked to him and confessed to him. And he also told that he was ready and ok to try with me. He asked about our relationship too but I told you don't love me. So hyung I am here to tell you that jimin and I are kinda dating '' i told in a single breath feeling so nervous, i looked up after a long silence. There I saw seokjin, his smile already whipped out of his face his eyes again have no expression and no emotion I couldn't read him he was jut looking blankly at me. What is my baby thinking now? Jin was not telling anything or reacting I am getting anxious, please shout and cry, hit me, tell me how I am an asshole, please tell me you love me. Please baby please. I was in the verge of breaking down when I saw a single tear escaped his eyes but he looked down and blinked multiple times and suddenly smiled at me. Oh no I don't want him to do that, thats not the original plan, everything is gonna get ruined now

'' I am Happy for you and jimin, Jungkookshi, please take a good care of him '' oh fucking noo, Jungkookshi? Seriously? Where is kookie? Oh my god I thought he would do this but why did I not take this seriously before coming up with this fucking plan, tae I am gonna kill you. I wanted to scream that this is all a lie but.....but when will he realize that he has feelings for me? I looked at him one more time he was just smiling, I definitely know it is not true and I want to punch and kill myself for doing this, jin please don't give up on me.

'' ok Jungkook shi I am feeling under the weather I am going back inside '' he told and turned on his heels, I was about to catch his hand but he kinda like ran? Oh my what just happened I am utterly speechless.

I did not notice the tears thats started to flow after he left me here to suffer all alone. Still how much more you want me to push you jin hyung. I cant do this its hurting me too. Please just shout that you love me, why don't you do that hyung. I broke kneeling on the floor crying my heart out. I felt a hand on my shoulder, I stiffened thinking it was jin hyung but it was yoongi hyung ? What is he doing here ?

'' Brat we need to have a serious discussion " he told in a little annoyed tone what does he want to talk to me.

Ruined totally, what will jin do now? 🤧