hale pack mom

108. || complicated news

Yesterday's pack meeting was a success, Isaac is slowly turning back to his usual amount of clinginess and the pack thankfully aren't angry with him. Everything is seemingly perfect until the sickness kicked in.

To start off with I was terrified by the thought of being pregnant, but Derek says that I don't smell like pregnancy like I did last time but I'm still being sick, and the rest of the pack won't leave me alone so I've decided to go to Deaton's with only Stiles accompanying me as he can be the most reasonable out of the pack.

It doesn't take us long to arrive at Deaton's, the man who is unsurprisingly stood in his usual spot in the back room cleaning his medical instruments. Stiles cringes slightly, he's never liked the vets, but he'll suck it up for his den mother.

"Hello y/n, Stiles, what can I do for you" Deaton says before we can even speak up which doesn't help Stiles in his whole freak out about Deaton.

"Well, I've been feeling sick for a few days, and have had weird cravings for about two weeks like I did when I was pregnant, but this feels different and according to Derek it smells different. I had no idea about what's going on, although Stiles and I did do some research and I have some idea, but I want to know for sure, hence why we can to you" I say hoping that Deaton will understand.

Stiles is silently stood beside me, which is unusual, he is still his fidgety self, but he seems to understand the importance of the situation and knows he's here for emotionally support not to bombard Deaton with questions and answers to said questions.

"Y/n are you trying to tell me you have every single sign of pregnancy, but you don't feel pregnant?"

"Yes, that is exactly what I'm saying. Stiles made me take a test yesterday, but the weirdest thing happened it came back inconclusive. This is why we came to you; we want to find out what's going on, and I want to know for sure. On top of that the pack won't get off my back until I get some medical help."

"The whole routine from when she was pregnant is the same but all the wolves, foxes, and coyotes in our pack keep saying she isn't pregnant because of the scent and mom has said that she doesn't feel pregnant either" Stiles adds unable to stop himself, he looks at me in an apologetic way, but I just look at him with a soft smile.

"Okay, Stiles I understand. We'll start with a pee test, then an ultrasound, okay? I know it wouldn't normally show but this machine is specifically for supernatural pregnancies."

"Okay, thank you Deaton."

"No problem. Now here is the cup, you know where the bathroom is" Deaton says handing me said cup.

Stiles biting his lip, looking as if he can barely contain himself as he wants nothing more than to comment on the awkwardness of the situation. I grab the cup and walk off to the bathroom doing exactly what I was told before walking out.

"Where do you want me to leave the cup?"

"In the bathroom will be fine."

Once I walk back out of the room I notice the machine, the machine that I first so my cub on and I don't know what to say, it brings back so many memories, the look on Derek's face of how happy he was when he saw our cub for the first time.

"Are you okay?" Stiles asks placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah, just remembering seeing my cub for the first time" I say not even knowing how I can hold back the tears Deaton just looks at me in understanding knowing that this was going to be hard.

Just as you think you're getting over something it always comes back to bite you in the ass, I miss my baby so much, and I constantly think about what could've been but if I keep dwelling on the past, I won't be able to make a future for myself and Derek.