flowers through concrete||yeonbin✔️

do i really have him?

"You're born to be real not perfect."

*back to the original plot😭💀. I honestly didn't know what to write for Yeonbin so I just continued the yoongi pov's-*

*2 months later* (IM SORRY😭)

I'm a little winded as I blow dry my hair. It's honestly a slight struggle to do simple things now, but I knew it would only get harder as I had four months left. 

Today we're going to find out the gender of our baby!

Me and Soobin are both excited tremendously. I don't really mind if we get a little prince or princess, as long as they're healthy, but I do know more about boys since I am one myself so a boy would be slightly easier to handle.

I'm putting on a tad of highlighter when I hear Aunt Ji-ah shout from downstairs, "Yeonjun! Soobin's here!"

I throw on one of Soobin's hoodies that he let me keep so that the baby will recognize his scent but it just barely covers my bump. As I've gotten bigger around the waist I've also gotten bigger in the insecurity department. My aunt caught me frowning at my stomach once and she reassured me that my weight gain and stomach growing is apart of pregnancy, but I still feel insecure.

I jog down the stairs and give my Aunt Ji-ah a kiss before saying, "Bye!"

I settle down into Soobin's now familiar car and smile, "Excited?"

He smiles in response and says, "Yeah. What about you?"

"I am too. What do you think we're having?"

He backs out of the driveway and says, "I don't know but I don't really care as long as Daebak is okay."

Soobin reaches out and places his hand on my belly that is now about the size of a basketball. I once asked him why he does that every time I'm in the car with him and he said, "Putting my hand on your stomach gives me a sense of comfort."

I don't react to the touch and just lean my head against the window watching the familiar scenery go by. We arrive at the clinic a few minutes later and Soobin surprises me by opening the door for me and helping me out.

"Why did you help me out of the car?" I ask as we sit in the waiting room. He looks at me, then back down at his phone, "I just felt like it, plus you're five months pregnant so I'm going have to start helping you more at some point hm?"

I force myself to calm down and tell myself he's just helping you because you're carrying his baby. But I can't forget that night just a couple weeks ago...

"Soobinnnnnn!"

He looks away from the TV and says, "What?"

We were at his house for a couple hours not doing anything in particular. My aunt knows that if I didn't come straight home from school then I'm either at Beomgyu's or Soobin's place.

Speaking of Beomgyu, a couple days after I was released from the hospital I found out that Taehyun was the boy who saved him while he was in Jeju and they're mates! Beomgyu is generally a hyper and happy person but with Taehyun around he seems to literally glow! He's much happier than before and I couldn't be any prouder....now I'm the only single one in the group-