flowers through concrete||yeonbin✔️

already crumbling

"you gotta go crazy if you don't wanna go insane."

I'VE BEEN OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG TODAY....like i've played this song at least 10+ times..today alone😭😭 it makes me feel an indescribable feeling-
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Since we finally know the gender of the baby me and Soobin decide to go shopping, and since I felt bad about Soobin paying for almost everything so far we decided to split the pay.

We haven't bought...anything. No wonder people say babies are expensive you have to buy so much shit for them. We have to get a crib, bouncer, stroller, car seat, high chair for later when he starts eating on his own, a baby bathtub, special baby soap, new detergent...it's just a lot.

I look at the long list of things we need and sigh before turning to Soobin and saying, "We have a job ahead of ourselves."

-2 hours and 45 minutes later-
I'm exhausted....

Me and Soobin have been in this fucking store for hourssss. I'm hungry and my feet hurt. I try not to complain too much but Soobin seems like he could careless whether I complain or not, he just looks so unbothered all the time.

We have everything we need.... besides that special baby soap, and I am determined to leave here today with that soap if that's the last thing I do.

I'm wandering the aisles when I bump into a boy and upon turning around I see that he's pregnant like me! Our bellies look around the same size too!

He has blonde hair, cute freckles, and a pretty smile, "Hi!"

I smile back and say, "Hello. Sorry for bumping into you."

I see a buff dude behind him looking rather uninterested, "It's fine! I was just getting the last thing I need. I'm Felix by the way."

"Yeonjun. It's so nice to see another pregnant person!"

He laughs and says, "I know right."

I glance behind him and see the soap sitting there as clear as day, "Oh my god! Me and Soobin have been looking for this soap for nearly thirty minutes. Thank god!"

I grab the lavender scented one and throw into one of our two carts. We thought we would need just one but after only getting half of the things on our list I sent Soobin to get another. I look at Felix's cart and see only a few things, "Is that all you guys are getting?"

Felix looks a bit uncomfortable and the man behind him frowns at the boy guiltily, "Um yeah. T-That's all we can a-afford at the moment."

"Soobin can you take our things to the register? I'll be there shortly," I ask the silent boy standing beside me.

He nods and somehow manages to maneuver both of the heavily stocked carts towards the cash register.

I dig around in my hoodie, which is Soobin's, until I feel the smooth plastic in my grasp. "Gotcha," I say with a smile.

I pull out the black card and gesture for Felix to take it. His eyes widen and he shakes his head, "I can't possibly take that, Yeonjun!"

I make my voice serious and say, "I wasn't asking. Now you guys go shop for that cute baby of yours. The pin is ****. Once you're done I'll text you and you can return it to me whenever."