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Chapter Five: Something Better Out Of This

Chapter Five : Something Better Out Of This

Usually, when you have a crush on someone, it is hard to catch their attention especially when they already have feelings for someone else.

I've seen most of my classmates struggle with their feelings for their crush.

Sometimes they never got the chance to even talk to them and confess their feelings for them.

Napanood ko na rin yun sa mga drama at nabasa ko na rin sa mga binabasa na Wattpad stories ni Karine sa phone niya, minsan pa nga sa laptop pa na nabili ni dad para sa kanya.

I'm afraid she's starting to get into smut, I need to warn her before our parents find out about these books that she's been really into.

Okay, I do have a crush on Felix. I have feelings for him. I just didn't think I'd share an accidental kiss with him this fast when we're still friends and I'm still trying to figure out my feelings for him. I don't even know what to do with these feelings, it's crazy.

I even had to lie that it wasn't my lips that he had kissed, that it was something else.

Thank Noel for teaching me how to lie when some shit happens and this is one of them.

After that day, he never really cared. Normal pa rin ang lahat at nagswimming kami doon sa may dagat sa Punalu'u. It was good, I loved swimming and the vibes were also good but I still felt awkward when I'm next to him because of that day.

Kahit ngayon. But it's much worst.

Because of that dream.

It was a repeat of how our eyes met that day, but it was different, he looked at me with a blush on his face and he pulled me into a hug.

Is this what happens when you really like someone this much?

And then I had to wake up because of that dream. Of course, nagustuhan ko yung panaginip na yo'n pero tama ba talagang mapaginipan ko si Felix na may gusto rin siya sa'kin?

Isn't it bad?

I might hope for something that would probably not even happen.

"Okay ka lang?"

Huminga ako ng malalim at tumalikod para harapin siya, agad ko namang tinanggap yung popcorn na nabili niya para sa'ming dalawa raw.

This is the thing. I feel like it's gotten worse, again.

Napapansin ko na yung magulo niyang buhok na nakatago sa hoodie niya, yung freckles din sa may magkabila niyang pisngi at pati na rin sa may ilong niya, yung beauty mark niya sa leeg at sa may mata niya rin.

This is bad. I just know this is bad without even second-guessing or overthinking this.

"Cerine?"

"Yep, I'm okay. I'm always okay."

Great, I'm starting to sound like Karine when she's actually pissed but pretending that she's not.

"Yung inumin na'tin?" tanong ko sa kanya, baka ano pang isipin niya.

"Sabi ni Elijah bibilin niya raw yung mga inumin na'ting tatlo, baka nakapila pa siya." sagot naman niya.

"Alright, do you want fries? Pwede tayo bumili ng fries." tanong ko ulet at kinain yung isang pirasong popcorn.

I see that he bought Caramel, and I can't help but smile. Caramel is so good.