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Chapter Twenty Seven: Weak At The Moment

Chapter Twenty Seven: Weak At The Moment

You know what happens when you get distracted?

You forget to do things, the things you actually meant to do but sorry... Felix was inside me and it was MORE than enough to distract me.

We did it twice.

Umakto kami na parang walang nangyari paglabas na'min, lasing na lasing na yung mga bisita, buti na lang at katabi ni Aster si Dominic o baka takbo takbo siya dito.

I've seen her drunk twice to know that she must be stopped.

Felix didn't spout a single word after we had sex inside the men's bathroom.

Blanko nanaman ang ekspresyon niya pero pawis siya tulad ko.

So he didn't feel better at all.

He fucked me twice and he didn't feel better at all?

Putangina naman, ang hirap ngang maglakad dito tapos ganyan siya umakto?

Oh now I am more than pissed.

"Hoy." bulong sa'kin ni Noel sa tabi ko at inayos ang buhok ko.

"Anyare sa'yo? You don't even look drunk at all, Gwendolyn."

Huminga ako nang malalim at ngumiti kay Noel bago ko inayos naman ang kwelyo ng damit niya, he's drinking vodka again, he's the one drunk here.

"I am not but you are. You need to retur—"

"No, ayokong... a-ayokong matulog."

"I'm not saying that. Umuwi ka na, Noel."

"Uwi? Tingnan mo nga! We're still having fun! And it's a good wedding, remember?" tawa niya sabay akbay sa'kin at inom na rin.

"See? This is... this is what I would have wanted for me... and Agatha..."

Oh no.

'Wag mong sabihing ngayon niya ilalabas lahat ng lungkot niya na lasing siya?

Sometimes people don't talk about their struggles or emotions until they get drunk.

Hindi niya masyadong nilabas yung naramdaman niya pagkatapos ng nangyari.

He didn't talk about it even though he wants to, kumbaga hindi niya alam kung tama bang ilabas ang galit at lungkot niya sa pamilya lalo na't ikakasal si Aster at pati na rin si Karine.

"She wanted a wedding and I kept... I'm an idiot. Ang tanga tanga ko, d-dapat... dapat binigay ko yong gusto ni—"

"Noel." hinawakan ko agad ang kamay niya at inagaw ang baso niya mula sa kabila niyang kamay.

"Kumalma ka. I'm going to call the guard to take you the closest hotel instead, you need to rest."

"Hoy, Gwendoly—"

"I don't care whatever you say. Go rest. You're not in the right mind right now."

Baka ano pang masabi niya, people are still having fun right now, we can't ruin the moment with him talking about his feelings.

Kakausapin ko siya bukas, paguusapan na'min ang lahat lahat, 'di lang muna ngayon.

Nakakapagtaka nga lang kung pang-ilang baso niya na 'to, he looks hammered, really.