Heart That Screams Your Name ✔️

Chapter Twenty Six: By Force

Chapter Twenty Six: By Force

WARNING! EXPLICIT CONTENT! 18+! YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!

I love Felix.

I've always loved him.

There are so many things that I love about him, even his flaws—just everything in general at this point, that's how much I love him.

But I didn't think he'd have a side of him that is quite... interesting.

Seloso siya, it's cute as fuck.

But I didn't think that his jealous side is... crazy.

Hanggang ngayon, 'di pa rin niya 'ko pinapansin. 'Di nga 'ko makapaniwala kasi manliligaw ko siya, sinusubukan naman niya 'kong bisitahin, kakain kaming dalawa tapos konti lang ang paguusapan.

He would kiss my hand and whisper to my ears that he loves me but his eyes are still full of anger.

Pinagsabihan ko naman na sina Karine at Aster na 'wag na nilang gawin ulet yo'n, but I don't think they'd ever stop.

Minsan naman ang lungkot niya kumbaga may gusto siyang sabihin pero 'di niya masabi kasi natatakot siya, and he's not sure whether I'll even tell him.

I already know what's on his mind, I already know what he wants from me.

Kung sino ba yung lalaking minahal ko, yung tinutukoy nina Aster at Karine, I could also tell that he also wants to ask me about my other relationships.

And... he's still jealous of Silas.

Of course, sasabihin ko rin sa kanya yung nangyari sa'ming dalawa ni Silas.

That I gave him my virginity.

I have a feeling he'll snap at me and... might do things.

Alam na ng bayan yo'n.

"W-Wait... he... doesn't know?" tanong ni Calla sa tabi ko habang nginunguya ang pagkain na binili ko para sa'ming dalawa.

I needed some thinking, which meant I needed to eat.

Thankfully, Calla is not busy and she's not working for Karine today, I need her to eat food with me, I just need to be away from thinking about Felix looking a shivering chihuahua.

"Nope."

I bought some pizza for us, I like Chicken Alfredo pizza with Spinach these days, I don't like Spinach that much but damn it... I need it.

"Sasabihin mo ba sa kanya?"

"I will."

"Kailan?"

"Bukas... sa kasal."

Tomorrow is Aster's wedding, finally, yes.

I will tell Felix everything after the wedding so maybe during the reception, I'm not sure, basta kailangan ko mismong sabihin sa kanya.

At first I wanted to... enjoy it a bit.

But now I don't enjoy it.

I have to tell him the truth as fast as possible.

"You think makikinig siya sa'yo?"

"Of course, bakit 'di naman siya makikinig?"