𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗠𝗲 || 𝗥𝘆𝗲𝗷𝗶 ✔️

Irony

RYUJIN

I continued to run up the hill as my stress started to die down. The air that was cold was now hot and I ended up taking off my jacket. I had on a tank top and some leggings that were holding on to my phone. I had my headphones in and the world around me just disappeared. What is it about music? It's just so relaxing. In all honesty, I give all credit to music artists.

I stopped running as I came to a stoplight but lightly jogged in place. I seriously hate stoplights. I have a lot of road rage, that's why I don't enjoy driving so much, at the end of the day I just want to punch everyone.

I started back running as the light turned green. I ran past everyone and back down the hill. There was absolutely no reason to come up here. Yeji said we're leaving around 8 this morning. It's only 7:15 but I'm not taking my chance of her leaving me again.

Speaking of Yeji. I woke up very early and realized she wasn't next to me. I'm not going to stand here and say that it didn't bother me but it did. The thought that went through my head is that we had sex and she left in the middle of the night. But we didn't have sex.

At least I hope not. Not that I would mind. No, I would mind, I want to remember our first time. What the hell am I saying?! She's married. I groaned as I ran faster. Why the hell did I come up this hill? I had no business going up this hill. I was just supposed to run a mile and run back. But no, I had to do something stupid and run up this damn hill.

I took out all of my anger on running to the point I didn't even notice how quickly I got back to the hotel. I just shook my head and speed-walked into the building. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and stopped the music.

I started panting rapidly as I put my hands on my knees. It's weird, I always get tired of running after like two minutes. As the doors opened I walked out and went to the room. I grabbed my key and went inside.

I let out a deep breath as I took my hair out of the ponytail and walked further into the room. "Where have you been?" I stopped walking and looked over to see Yeji leaning on the kitchen Island while drinking coffee. I raised my eyebrows a little and looked away.

"I could ask you the same thing." I went back to walking until I got into the room. I saw that her things were packed and her bag was on the bed. For some reason, at that moment I realized I have nothing to pack. I was completely oblivious about this trip.

"You know, I have been trying to shake off the thoughts, but you have been highly disrespectful to me, which is weird seeing as I am your boss, the person who writes your cheques , and has the power to fire you." I sighed deeply and bit my bottom lip, attempting to stop myself from saying something stupid that could get me in trouble.

I turned around to face her. "You're right and I'm sorry Mrs. Hwang. It won't happen again." I went to go past her and leave the room, possibly go see Lia but she grabbed my arm. I stopped and looked at where her hand was. She was gripping firmly as if she was upset about something.

"Don't walk away when I'm talking to you." She snarled at me. I raised my head a bit to see the irritation in her eyes. I don't know what her problem is but she can't let it out on me. I didn't do anything but kiss her and it was one time. Every other fucking time was her fault, she started it. She says she's faithful but she's not. Sleeping with someone isn't the only thing that makes you unfaithful.

I'm not saying that if you're married then you shouldn't develop feelings for someone else, I'm saying that if you're in a good and amazing marriage, you shouldn't give a second look at anyone else but your spouse. Now if you're not in a good marriage, where you don't feel at home, or you are being mistreated then yes, by all means, look at someone else. But you have to think about that person you're looking at. What if they start to develop feelings for you and you can't give them that because you're in a marriage. All divorces are messy. Just imagine the toll that would take on anyone.

"Please remove your hand, Mrs. Hwang." Her grip tightened. She came closer to me until she was right in front of me

"I can do whatever the hell I want to you." She whispered. Both of our eyes locked and I could see the desire right in front of me.

"I don't know what your deal is, but it needs to stop. You told me to keep this professional and I expect you to do the same thing. I'm not some toy that you can play with during the day and then just go back to your husband at night. I don't understand how you would be able to live with yourself if you did that but I wouldn't. So again I say, remove your hand." She slowly removed her hand without breaking eye contact.

I continued to look at her and then turned around to walk away. "The reason why I would be able to live with myself is because I would know that it was worth it." I stopped for the third fucking time. I should really just leave. "Every day of my life, I would look back at this moment and know that I made the right choice." I heard her footsteps coming closer to me. "I wouldn't have not one regret, not one thought about it being the wrong choice, not one single tear." I felt her hands on my hips. She started moving them forward until they were almost between my thighs. I felt her breathing on my ear sending shivers down my spine. "Because if that means that I would get to have your dick inside of me for just one day, then being called unfaithful is worth it."

I closed my eyes deeply as those words bounced off her tongue to my ear. All of my senses left my body as I quickly turned around and pinned her against the wall. I didn't wait one second to shove my tongue inside her mouth. It was as if she knew I was going to do it. She wrapped her hands into my hair and I pressed my body further against hers.

I felt her hands go inside my shirt and started pulling on it. I quickly took it off and went straight back to kissing her. We fought for dominance for some time and seeing how sexually frustrated I was right now, there was no way I was letting her win.

I lifted one of her legs up and pressed myself into her. She moaned into my mouth. I grabbed her other leg and she wrapped herself around me. I carried her onto the bed and laid her down on it. I laid myself on to her and rocked my hips a little and she kept moaning.

I moved my lips from her mouth and down to her neck. Once I found her sweet spot I made sure to leave a mark. I don't care if she's mine or not, but somebody will notice it. As she arched her front into me I slowly moved my hands down until I got inside her underwe-, I stopped as I heard pounding on the door.

Yeji groaned below me and that's when my state of logic hit me. I removed my hand from her pants and got off of her without looking at her as if nothing happened. I grabbed my shirt and walked out of the room.

My hands were shaking and so were my legs. I was freely willing to put myself out there without hesitation. I opened the door to see Lia. Well, would you look at the irony? She smiled once she saw me and then looked me up and down. "What's wrong-, also, how do you hide your dick in those leggings? Not saying I don't like the sight." She added a slight chuckle at the end. I walked past her and down the hall. "Where are you going?' She called out to me.

I got onto the elevator. "To clear my head. I'll meet you both at the jet in ten minutes." The elevator doors closed leaving a confused looking Lia behind. I leaned back onto the wall and slid down.

I'm so thankful I'm spending three days with her alone next week. Hint the sarcasm.