Chanel P.O.V
July 28th, 2021
1:45 p.m
" Whats going on? " I ask
" I see that your serious about us & I don't want anything to mess us up before we go any further." she says looking nervous
" Comon, spit it out Jade." I say getting agitated as hell
" You not the only girl I been talking to ... but the only one I take seriously and actually be with." She says turning red in the face
" What you mean? So what have we been doing for the past couple of weeks? I thought we were atleast just ... I dont know what I thought actually, Or what I expected from you. Its fine. I'll get you a uber shawty because you gotta get the fuck from out my shit. " I say pacing before i spazz out
" Uber for what!? Im serious about you Chanel , I just didnt know if we were going to actually become something serious so I just was just still doing me a little to be on the safe side. " She says
I instantly saw red and everything went blurry. I hate being played with ... I hate feeling dumb. So I swung on her and just started spazzing. Its like I blacked out and Couldn't control my own body.
" CHANEL CHANEL " I finally snapped out my trance to see Jade bleeding and begging me to stop
I looked up and saw that I did her bad. I never tried to hurt her that bad ..
" Melissa I'm sorry , I'm sorry , I'm sorry " I just kept apologizing and trying to touch her
" Chanel Move. I wish I never would've met you. I hate you " she says balled up crying
" I'm sorry, I blacked out melissa please forgive me. I don't apologize for beating your ass but I do apologize for doing you bad like that " I say standing there looking at the mess I made
" I deserved it huh? " she said wiping her tears
" Yeah .. you did " I say deciding I wasn't sorry and throwing her a towel
I leave the bathroom and walk up to my room and just get in bed. I didn't even want to be awake right now.
* 4 hrs later *
I wake up in pain because my hands were stinging. I look around and see my room cleaned up. I know I didn't clean shit up before I hit the hay.
I slip on my furry house shoes and walk down to the house cleaned and food cooked. I dont understand what's going on .
" Stop looking scared " I heard Jade say
" Why you still here jade? " I say in a raspy voice since just waking up
" We never actually talked, I want to have a conversation about everything. Your not understanding me or atleast trying to. " She said as I looked at the food
" Whatchu cooking for Jade? You tryna poison me ? " I asked
" No crazy girl , instead of going on a actual outing or anything , I just cooked and got everything so we can talk here before you go to work " she say pulling me a chair out
" Who cooks for someone after they get they ass beat? " I say
" I'm just trying to make sure things last. I been told you that I only want you " she said
" How you only want me when I was never the only one? " I ask
" Chanel, I wasnt talking to them girls forreal. Just as a backup option encase we didnt work out. " She says
" Why didn't you even let me know this!? Why you didnt talk to me about this instead of being weird and letting me believe it's just me. " I say eating
" I dont know! I knew you were gonna blow up on me & wanna leave for good. I just didnt know we were gonna be serious so fast and I dont wanna hurt you thats why I had to just admit it. " She says staring at me eat
