"Kie, I don't understand why she would hurt me like that." I cried in my best friends arms
She cheated. She cheated on me with her ex. I never took Chanel as a cheater or a liar, but that's exactly what she did. I understand that she loved her but I showed her so much love and care. I genuinely fell for her so fast , shared my secrets with her, just for her to cheat on me with somebody who don't even know how to love her??
"I know baby I know. Calm down , she doesn't deserve you. You gon get over this I promise." She says rubbing my head
I hear my phone ring and her contact pops across.
"Comon Miracle dont -" I cut kie off by answering the phone
"What Chanel" I say with a shaky voice
"Please can we just talk? It's been 2 weeks please" she says , sounding like she been crying
"Talk about what Chanel? You cheated on me with her! Outta all people her! I love the fuck outta you and it's like you don't understand that" I said, semi yelling
"Meet me at my house. I promise ima explain everything " she say
"Okay Chanel" I said, hanging up
"She wants to see me." I said
"You really gonna go Miracle?" Kie asks
"Yes Kie, I need closure. I need an explanation before I go crazy" I say getting up
"Okay I love you, Im gonna stay here til you get back. Be safe please" she say hugging me tight
It's nothing like having your best friend comfort you in times like this. I really couldn't ask for someone better.
"I love you too , thankyou so much" I say grabbing my keys and kissing her cheek
I hopped in my car , making sure my phone was on bluetooth. I played Mariah the Scientist and texted her I was on the way.
I looked at myself in the mirror , seeing I looked good asf. I decide to take a picture and post it, especially since my eyes wasn't really puffy.
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@/ MiracleParis : Ms.Pretty 💌 kiearralee: bestie💘 Itsbrittanyb: 😍😍 Crystalxo: Fine Fine😩 NuTheDon: @Crystalxo lol, find somebody to play with.
I definitely didn't expect all of that, Crystal doesn't even follow me. Why is she commenting on my pictures? I guess to make Nu jealous. Honestly, I wish both of them would get from under my post.
I start to drive to Nu house and I definitely stopped at Raising Canes. I was so hungry and was tired of not eating. I got me a 6 pc w a Arnold Palmer and got Nu a 4pc with a sweet tea. Of course with extra test with both. Yes, I'm mad at her and broken but I still care about her idk.
10 minutes later and I'm sitting in her driveway. Afraid of what I'm walking into. I get out the car making sure to grab the food and drinks. I see her open the door as I walk up, she had on my big t shirt and her hair was all over the place. Her face was puffy and red also.
I went in and put our food down on the kitchen counter. When I turned back around she jumped on me and buried her head in my neck. I couldn't do anything but hug her back. I miss her so bad, so fucking bad.
"Comon baby stop crying please" I say walking in the living room and sitting her down
"Okay I'm sorry uhm, I need to apologize. I understand if you don't wanna be with me after everything that has happened. I did sleep with Jade, I don't know why. I guess I just had a weak moment and let our history get in the way. It's the biggest regret of my life because Miracle I love you and these weeks without you show me that life without you is dull and disappointing. I could never love someone how I love you. Please just give me another chance to make everything right." She say playing with her hands
"Chanel I love you. Your the first girl I've ever loved like this and could see myself possibly being with in the future. I told you my secret, Let you see me at my most vulnerable state. You cheating on me just made me wanna put that wall back up and never try to let it down again. But, I wanna try again. I want to see if we can get back on track. I don't wanna rush into anything right now, we can try just being friends... forreal this time" I say
"Friends is better than nothing so I'll take it. I'll do whatever to get you back. I don't deserve you I know but I have to keep you in my life. I love you more than anything " she said sitting on my lap, she kissed me as the tears fell from her beautiful eyes. I don't know what I'm feeling right now but I can't just give up yet.
"I bought you food fatass" I say laughing
"Even on bad terms you still the sweetest girl ever" she say popping up
"Thankyou friend" I say smiling
"Don't wear that friend shit out now Miracle Paris" she said getting her food and sitting down.
"Why you eating pickles with yo food?" I ask
"I been wanting this I don't know, I been being a fatass lately" she says , turning on family guy
I got my food and sat on the edge of the couch , scrolling thru instagram, when all of a sudden I got a dm.
Crystalxo: Yo li gf cock blocking in the comments, here's my number, use it
I stared at the message for a couple minutes, contemplating on rather to tell Chanel or not. Maybe I should text her for get back? Na ts childish. She a bold li mf tho.
Can't do that one li baby🤣 you onnat messy shit
I wasn't even about to play with Crystal. She weird and honestly ion see why Nu hang round her.
"Do you ever think we going to get back together" she asks looking me dead in the eye
"Hm, only time will tell sweet pea." I say to her with a straight face. I honestly don't know if we will be back together, if we do then she must den did a hell of a lot. I pray she do though, I love her and I can't help it.
Give me bob and call me rasheeda! I know this may be dumb but I can't let her go so soon, I feel different about her. I just don't know if it's good or bad.
