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June 6th,2022
8 a.m.

Chanel P

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Chanel P.O.V

I made sure to wake up early today to make Mira and I some breakfast. I know she didnt want me going to anything having to do with Jade, but forgiveness is something ive been working on. So I have to forgive in all aspects, also it still hurts. Someone I was so inlove with before almost killed me. Unintentionally but still, then for her to end her own life in such a gruesome way... I still don't understand.

I've learned that somethings aren't meant for me to understand though. Which im okay with, I have to look at all the good in my life. Im inlove, my friends are great, i'm almost done with grad school, what more could I ask for? Processing her death definitely has been .. a challenge but i'm fine.

"Goodmorning" I hear from behind me
"Goodmorning Mira" I say
"Go get the plates out, im almost done" I say makin the waffles

"So you prepared for today?" She asks
"Yeah, I mean it shouldnt be hard. I've been okay." I say
"Just making sure baby." She says sitting down getting on her phone

"So, what you plan on doing today?" I ask
"Nothing really, binge watch law and order with kie probably." She says

I put the waffles on the plate and dress it with strawberries and cream like we like them.

"Per usual, I thought you were supposed to go shopping today?" I ask
"I was, i'm just lazy today" she said
"Go shopping and go get your nails & toes done" I say grabbing my phone

"Bae dont start" she say eating her food
"Too Late" I say sending her some money
"You really pushes it bad, ion need allat money" She say
"Girl im not tryna hear that." I say sitting down

"Thankyou mama" she say smiling
"Your welcome" I say
"What time yall leaving out?" She ask
"Around 10, I just wanted to wake up early so I could be on time" I said

"So yall going to the ballon release and then a li party ?" She asked
"Yeah, then Tiff and I probably going to get food" I say
"Okay cool, what you thinking about wearing?" She asked
"Probably a sun dress, nothing extra" I say almost done with my food

"You need to be getting ready gal" she say looking at the time
"You tryna rush me out the house Mira?" I say lifting my eyebrow
"Shutup girl, go ahead. Ima wash the dishes" she say laughing

I run upstairs and start getting ready, I turn my speaker on and start listening to "She Will" by lil wayne

My mood for today was definitely good but I didnt wanna be extra with hair and makeup. So I just curled my hair and put on a black skims dress with some Tory Burch sandals. I grab my shades and throw them on top of my head and call Tiff.

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