June 6th,2022
8 a.m.Chanel P.O.V
I made sure to wake up early today to make Mira and I some breakfast. I know she didnt want me going to anything having to do with Jade, but forgiveness is something ive been working on. So I have to forgive in all aspects, also it still hurts. Someone I was so inlove with before almost killed me. Unintentionally but still, then for her to end her own life in such a gruesome way... I still don't understand.
I've learned that somethings aren't meant for me to understand though. Which im okay with, I have to look at all the good in my life. Im inlove, my friends are great, i'm almost done with grad school, what more could I ask for? Processing her death definitely has been .. a challenge but i'm fine.
"Goodmorning" I hear from behind me
"Goodmorning Mira" I say
"Go get the plates out, im almost done" I say makin the waffles"So you prepared for today?" She asks
"Yeah, I mean it shouldnt be hard. I've been okay." I say
"Just making sure baby." She says sitting down getting on her phone"So, what you plan on doing today?" I ask
"Nothing really, binge watch law and order with kie probably." She saysI put the waffles on the plate and dress it with strawberries and cream like we like them.
"Per usual, I thought you were supposed to go shopping today?" I ask
"I was, i'm just lazy today" she said
"Go shopping and go get your nails & toes done" I say grabbing my phone"Bae dont start" she say eating her food
"Too Late" I say sending her some money
"You really pushes it bad, ion need allat money" She say
"Girl im not tryna hear that." I say sitting down"Thankyou mama" she say smiling
"Your welcome" I say
"What time yall leaving out?" She ask
"Around 10, I just wanted to wake up early so I could be on time" I said"So yall going to the ballon release and then a li party ?" She asked
"Yeah, then Tiff and I probably going to get food" I say
"Okay cool, what you thinking about wearing?" She asked
"Probably a sun dress, nothing extra" I say almost done with my food"You need to be getting ready gal" she say looking at the time
"You tryna rush me out the house Mira?" I say lifting my eyebrow
"Shutup girl, go ahead. Ima wash the dishes" she say laughingI run upstairs and start getting ready, I turn my speaker on and start listening to "She Will" by lil wayne
My mood for today was definitely good but I didnt wanna be extra with hair and makeup. So I just curled my hair and put on a black skims dress with some Tory Burch sandals. I grab my shades and throw them on top of my head and call Tiff.