Miracle P.O.V
8:15 A.M.
January 7th,2022
So basically Kie and Tiff fucked before the trip? Like why would she not tell me that? But that's why they were fighting. I guess Kie thought Tiff was texting other bitches, I mean she was but look.. I don't know or even understand the situation. Kie got a whole boyfriend at home but ima stand behind my bff every time. After this trip I am going to let her know she need to think about what she want to do.
"I'm shocked just like you" I say
"I know but I didn't even know Tiff liked girls? Like am I a bad bestie because I didn't even recognize" Chanel said rubbing my back as I laid on my stomach. For some reason she always did this when we woke up in the morning and at night to put me to sleep
"No, your a good best friend. If she wanted you to know then she would have told you." I said
"Okay your right. Today we going to the beach and later to this restaurant" she said kissing my back
"I'm ready to swimmm" I say getting up
"Not to bring up old shit, but .. do we still gotta do this friend shit?" She ask
"Yes Chanel, we already sleep in the same bed and I let you kiss me , god what else do you want? You cheated on me with a bitch my dumbass trusted you around." I semi-yell
I got up and went to the bathroom, slamming the door accidentally. I just sat on the floor crying, crying on why I'm so stupid, why the hell I even let her back in my life. She cheated on me when I didn't wanna do anything but give her the world. I know that was nothing for me to explode over but it's been on my mind for a minute. How do she think everything will go back to normal?
"Let me in Miracle" she says knocking on the door
"No leave me the fuck alone Chanel" I say
"Come on baby please. Just let me in , talk to me, and if you still want me to go we don't have to be together the rest of the trip" she says
I open the door, she comes in and sit on the floor with me.
"You too pretty to be crying like this" she say wiping my tears
"You the reason I'm crying, the reason for all this shit" I say
"I know I know. I know you don't cheat on someone you love. I love you though and that was the worst mistake of my life. I don't want you to hate me Miracle, I need you. I learned so much about myself while being with you, you showed me real love. Even on our bad days I never want to be away from you. You make me the happiest girl ever so I don't know what I would do without you" she said running her fingers through her hand
"I love you too ... it's just I don't wanna start over again with you and end up back in this position. I love too hard for that and you know that." I say
"Yes, I do understand. At the same time , this gotta work. We both put in so much time and energy into each other, I feel it in my heart that we supposed to be together. I just need you to forgive me and give me another chance to make everything right." She said holding my hand
"I'm begging you Chanel, please... don't make me look stupid again." I say lookin her in the eyes so she could know I meant every word
She came closer to me and lifted my face up, giving me a kiss, a kiss that felt like she loved me genuinely and that she was sorry. I don't know how long us being good is going to last but I pray it last forever.
"I only want you. Believe me when I say that, thankyou for giving me a chance to show you how much I've changed and how much I love you. I won't fuck this up I promise." She said
