My Twinnies

Chapter 14 : My Twins are a-alive !?

Raven's P.O.V.

I banged my fist on the door.

"RYANN, RYANNN LISTEN TO ME"

I screamed and screamed, but no avail.

"RYAN, RYDER OPEN THE DOOR FOR FUCK SAKE" I frustratedly yelled.

When I got no response, I frustratedly kicked on the door "FUCKING BULLSHIT" and left from there.

I walked and walked.

No idea where I am going.

Only thing in my mind is :

My twins are alive !!!

My eyes widened as realization hits me hard.

My Brothers are alive !!

Same brothers whom everyone declared dead about 14 years ago.

They are not dead.

My twinnies are alive.

Ryder and Ryan are my t-twins.

They are not dead.

I started breathing fast, sweat beads form on my forehead. My mind is only caged with my brothers' thought.

“T-They are alive. My b-brothers are a-alive" I whispered.

I am hyperventilating. I know I am getting panic attack. My hands are shaking. I lost my control and sit down on my knees, rubbing my chest, trying to ease my pain.

Ugghhhh fuckkk, it hurts !

I continued rubbing my chest hoping it will ease that intense pain in my chest but nothing works. My eyes glistened with tears.

I can't control it.

A sob left my mouth.

“I-It h-hurts. P-Ple-ease h-help" I whispered to no one.

Suddenly a phone rings in my pocket. I can't receive it now.

My breathing becomes uneven with each second pass making my eyes shutting forcefully.

"I-I need h-help"

My hands are uncontrollably shaking.

Again my phone rings.

I reached to my phone and relief crossed over my face.

Alex.

Without wasting any single second, I immediately pickup up, now breathing even faster.

Alex : Hell-

Raven : A-Al ... A-Ale-Alex , I c-can't b-bre....

Alex : Shit Rav ! Rav, just relax. Calm down. Wait... Follow my heartbeats, Rav.

I tried to relax but no, I can't.

I heard Alex's heartbeat. He must have keep it near his heart. I listened it and imagined that he is near me. I tried to even my uneven breathing.

Alex : Rav, breath with me. Inhale.... Exhale.... Inhale.... Exhale... Are you alright Rav ? Are you ok ? Is it paining much ? Rav tell something.

Eventually, my breathing get even. My hand is still rubbing my chest. It still pains but not that much. My hands are not shaking that much. But my forehead still has sweats.

Alex and Ivan are the only people who have these effects on me. They could make me feel safe and comfortable even if they are 1000 miles away from me. They could control my panic attacks, they could make me ease even if they are not physically around me. Their existence is enough for me to feel safe, knowing no matter what I always have them.