The CONTRACT MARRIAGE (COMPLETED)

Chapter 80: WILL YOU CALM DOWN ?

He quietly, drove home without uttering a single word proceeded inside, aggressively shutting the door behind. He silently, marches, towards their bathroom shehnaaz worriedly studies his tensed body language ignoring her presence closes door, turns on, shower to calm his body down, be it his wife or parents, everyone has hidden so much no matter what were their reasons why do we forget truth eventually comes out terribly shatters more than their imagination.

He removes blood soaked clothes before standing under the shower, breaths heavily flashback from recent incidents evoke sharp pain on his chest, he leans against wall by placing palms, shutting eyes trying to ease his pain worsens a bit more than he expected as previous wounds refreshed drowning him darkness consumes suffocating him to death anxiousness took over he panics ... her heart beat accelerates but her sweet voice drags him back to life "sidharth" she whispers, taking a deep breath opens eyes to meet her innocent gaze ... restlessly staring and longingly, waiting for his affection.

"Tu kya doh minute akele nahin rehne de sakte ?" he harshly, asked once again turning towards the wall facing his back at her, she knew, he's venting out his anger hence pulls over shirt tightly engulf  sidharth from behind.

He is slightly, taken a back to witness, shehnaaz still standing here rather than, giving up on him although expected her to leave or become upset, after his rude behaviour !
"Doh minute ki berukhe meri jaan le laite hai .. zindagi bharr, saath rehne ka waada kiya tha na, aise kaise chor doon ?" she told kissing his back, several times.

"Waade nibhaane ki baat hai toh tune bohut se kiye .... shehnaaz kya tune un mein se ek ki bhi izzat rakhe .. maana .. tere reasons thai saala ik ke baad dusre ka jhoot saamne araha hai, ek ek rishte se bharosa uth raha hai sab ke koi na koi reasons hain deny nahi kar raha, lekin andhere mein apne kisi ko rak kar aap protect nahi, sirf takleef daite ho aur sabse worst part, pata hai .. kya hai ghao ko bharne mein kaafi waqt lag jata hai, especially, joh qareebe log dein" expressing his agony, holding his arm, turns him around.

"Kya meri galati maaf karne ke qaabil nahi hai ? mujhe laga tha .... hamare beech cheesain theek hone lage thi kya aap ab bhi apne dil mein dard chupate pyaar ka mukhota pehan kar, phir rahe ho ?" she wants to know weather she is forgiven or pretended to be, as his words are building-up leading to immense distress, her innocent heart is yearning demanding honest answers.

"Main jhoote mohabbat dekhane walo mein se nahi hoon .... drame karna jhoot bol na .. mere adat nahi .. rahe baat .. maaf karne ke pehle he kardiya tha your my world shehnaaz can't stay upset from you tere bina mera din nahi beet ta, ek ke baad ek jhoot mere saamne araha hai, so how do you, expect me to react ?" she lovingly, strokes his beard soaking under the shower of affection and peace ❤️

"Aap bolo joh bol na hai lekin mujhse .. khud ko durr mat kiya karein kasam lage your ignorance drives me insane I can't take it sidharth mera dil phattne lagta hai, aisa lagta hai jaise aap mujhse durr jarahe ho yeh khayal he mere jaan le laita .. hai, I am sorry, phir kabhi jhoot nahi bolunge, Is chees ke taane mat dein, I do feel hurt whenever you make me realise what I have done to you ... I only wish I could reverse what I've done, sochiye  kitna guilty feel karte hoon" he nods, getting her point, she doesn't deserve to be dragged.

"I won't, outburst samajh ke nazar andaaz karde" he suggests, she smiles at him "let me help you .." she soaped and washed him up their eyes silently converse and hearts are melt kisses every inch of his body to assure she has capability to heal him.

He can trust her, gently kisses shehnaaz back as if telling her he does wearing bathrobe proceeds  outside "stay here, I am coming .." listens, obeys her orders like a lost child wanting to be cared &   loved returns back carrying a box of first aid she applies medicine "infection hojayega !" carefully, bandages suddenly, looks up to witness sidharth lovingly, gazing at his world ❤️ his life shehnaaz "I love you" he whispers kissing the corner of her lips, she blushes, giggling happily.