An Impossibly Confused Human Being

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Overthinking, a teary stream, silent cries.
Those are somethings I can never escape from.
Because that's me, and it personally sucks.

But it's not like I can escape it.
You were never meant to hurt me,
Yet I thought so, because of the overthinker I am.

I'm guilty of it, so please, when I say:
"Why me? How can you choose someone like me?"
Don't give me the reasons my heart's used to.

Make me feel wanted, make me feel important.
Love me like I love you, trust me like I trust you.
Don't leave me guessing there, I'm not capable of reading minds.

I overthink the littlest things, and it affects me,
It feels as if it drives me to the doors and depth of insanity.
It's unexplainable in words, but tears, is a stream.

Look into my eyes and see the storm that rules.
Because I don't know how to explain it to myself.
So please, go easy on me, I'm just human.

A very confused, impossibly confused human being.

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