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HARLEM-NYC
11:44pm
DDOT POV
i was at Y/N crib
we was layin on the couch an she had her head on my chest while we was watchin a movie

she had a really bad day so I decided to drop everything an come make sure my girl was good

we we're only best friends with benefits at the time but I wanted to be more than that. way more

"D..I need to tell you something"
she said barley at a whisper, I cleared my throat looking down at her hinting I was all ears

"yeah ma wsp" I was nervous she was gon say that she had a bf now and we couldn't keep seeing each other. she took a while to respond like she was scared too

"I know you don't feel the same way but I want you, i want us. i want this to be official"
she complained burying her head into my chest

i didnt know what to say. i was in shock
i just got up from the couch and left the house calling dd to an tellin him the news

YOUR POV
i had just told ddot my feelings for him and how I was tired of just benefits and not a real relationship
he just got up and left..

he didn't say anything he just took out his phone and walked out of the front door .

i was regretting everything I had said

why did I have to fuck up what we had bc I wanted more . i should've just kept my mouth shut
i walked into my room and sat on my bed
i put my head in my hands and started crying
thinking about how I had just fucked up

DDOT POV
"yes bro she feels the same way. Fuuck ion know what to say" I told dd smilin mad hard

"alr I see youuu, bu what you say ta her" he asked
"wym.." I said still lost

"whatchu say ta ha before you stepped out" he said trynna be more specific
i aint respond realizing I jus got up an left her there

"nigga don't tell me you jus left ha there w no response" dd said sucking his teeth

I jus hung up and ran back in
she wasn't laying on the couch anymore so I went to her room to see if she was in there but it was locked

"yo ma open tha door" i shouted a lil while knocking on it fast

even tho she had music blastin I could still hear her cryin . "mami come on open the door" i said as I banged on it 3 times

"NO" she yelled while throwing sum heavy at the door making me move back

I was starting to get frustrated and began pacing around the house but I was still near her door

"bro why you actin like this." i yelled then she turned down her music an got close to the door

"you literally jus wanted to use me. I'm not no fucking smoochie darrian. you love the idea of kissin an touchin up on me but don't like the idea of makin commitments get the fuck away from my door"

she ranted screaming the last part mad loud

"nah I'm not leavin..not now or ever" I whispered. i sighed in Relief when I heard the door unlock

she looked up at me with mad ass eyes then she wrapped her arms around me givin me a hug

"ur so damn confusing" I laugh making her hug me tighter

"me or you ." she with an attitude laced in her voice

"bro here we go" I whispered while taking her back to the couch to watch our movie

YALLLL I WAS SUPPOSED TO BEEN UPLOADED THIS A COUPLE HOURS AGO BUT I PRESSED DRAFT😭😭
IK THIS A LIL SHORT BUT ITS STIL A 10
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