ddot/dd imaginess

DDOT/-PANIC-

HARLEM-NYC
9:47pm
ddot has been on my ass all week

argument after argument got tiring

ddot had some issues at the studio on Saturday an half of one of his songs got deleted. Ever sense then he had been takin everything out on me

i went to bed around 8
i was mad tired from havin to run around all day
i was stressed an jus needed sum sleep till I heard banging on my door

I looked at my phone to see the time an noticed 5 missed calls an 8 messages from ddot

i shot up and ran to the door thinking he was hurt
when I opened the door he stood there perfectly fine with not even a scratch on him
he was just mad asfk

i took a sigh and tried to reason with him knowing he was ready to argue

"look I was sleepin an-" I started just to get caught off
"nah ion even wanna hear allat" he said pushing past me and going to the living room
i sighed a shakey breath and locked the door

"what got you up in here all busy" he said looking around

"I Jus told you d I was sleeping" I said walking back to my room and getting into my bed with my back facing him

"yeah okay. ion know why you stay trynna test me"
he started as usual

"ddot please" I sniffled while wipin my tears

"you know what typa week i had an you still-" he started to shout but stopped when he heard me
"just stop" I yelled full on crying now
DDOT POV

i was bitchin on Y/N when all of a sudden she yelled an started cryin
i stood there stunned not really knowing what to do

i ain't realize this had this much of an affect on her
she sat up looking at me with this face she only made every once an a while
she was over whelmed

"I've been running around all damn day doin shit for us. for you! I'm not ya punchin bag an I've been trying to understand but I jus can't" she said ina loud shakey voice
i noticed her hands started to shake
if she kept goin on like this she was gon panic

"you. all you've been doing all week is tellin me everything I've done wrong and I'm trying ddot"

her breath started pick up quick an she was cryin harder I quickly ran over and pulled her into my arms before it got to something I couldn't control

after about 5 minutes she was calmed down an only sniffling now
"ma im so sorry" i whispered
"there ain't no excuse for how I been treatin you lately. especially knowing you wouldn't be  able to handle it" I continued
"you cant be doin shit like that d." she said with a still shakey voice
"I know ma i know" i replied while kissin her lips
i turned on her tv and went to Disney plus and put on one of this childish ass movies she jus couldn't get enough of
she eventually fell asleep on me as I sat there an thought of all the shit I jus put her through

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