hate you but love you ( Dekubaku )

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POV DEKU

" I'm sorry .... izuku .. " he says and blacks out . I suddenly feel guilty about hurting him . I thought hurting him would make me feel better . I'd be happy to see him cry like he used to . But it isn't like that .

It would be a lot better if he stayed arrogant . But this sudden change in his attitude doesn't feel right .

I pick him up and walk to the bathroom. I place him gently on the tub. He opens his eyes slowly. " I'm sorry Deku ... " He sobs

" I don't give a f#ck about you and your"sorry " ! And if you try to tell anyone about this I'll upload this video of you getting r#ped by me . I know I might end up expelled or in jail but damn everyone will know how weak you are . Everyone will see you getting dominated by me the so called weakling .  " I smirk and show him the video .

His eyes widen as he sees . " I ..
I wasn't gonna tell anyone ... I know my apologies don't matter... I'll do whatever you want"

I punch him on the face . He hisses and winches . " You think you can make up for it !? Do you even realize what you did you bastard ! " He cries out

" I don't care about you or whatever you have to say . From now on . If you don't listen to me it'll be very bad for you katsuki " he nods his body is shaking as he looks down . Why do I feel bad hurting him . I really shouldn't ! But the br#ises I made on his body looks pretty bad . I should at least treat him .... I guess ...

" Ca can you help me cl clean up please Deku .. " he says stuttering.

" Fine " I start cleaning him up.i guess It's hard for him to move normally after all that. I clean him up and walk outta the bathroom .

POV Bakugou

Deku walk out after cleaning me up . I slowly get up and walk to the room . My legs are Trimbling . I'm so close to the bed but my legs give in making me fall . " Ah !" That really hurt . I hear footsteps coming towards me . Deku picks me up and puts me on the bed .

He glares at me with those eyes full of hate . I gasp and shut my eyes . I don't wanna see that look on his face .

He throws some clothes on me " wear them " he commends

I nod and start wearing the clothes . My body feels cold . But I can't tell him about it cause telling him is useless ..he won't give a damn .

I lay back down cause it's so hard to keep sitting while my back is messed up

" Who said you could lay down ? Get up " he glares and commends

I sit up as quickly as I can . " My ..back really hurts .. I need to lay down " I said looking down but he suddenly grabs my face roughly . I hiss in
pain . What's he gonna do .

" You do as I say ! Got it !? "

I have enough of this . I can't be taking this bull$hit from Deku . I k1ck his stomach then k1ck his head . He fall . I need to get outta here but my body hurts too much.  he smirks and gets up

" I'M NOT TAKING THIS $HIT DEKU ! I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID IN THE PAST BUT YOU ALSO LIED ABOUT BEING QUIRKLESS ! IF I KNEW YOU HAD A QUIRK I'D HAVE NEVER STOP YOU - AHHH ! " He grabs my thr_at again and ch,0kes me much harder this time . He's using his quirk.

" Heh ~ and here I thought you had changed a little " he keeps ch-king me . I start gasping and coughing. Was he not listening to me ? He didn't even let me complete. My tears fall as he stops ch-king and bite my color bone very roughly drawing bl##d. " Ha ! AHHHH !! " I try pushing him away but he pins me down and keeps biting my neck . I try to struggle out but I fail . He keeps biting all over my neck making it bl33d . He is like a wild animal eating me up . It hurts ... He's not stopping . His teeth are taking big b1tes of my neck . I can see bl##d dripping from my shoulders . I'm ... Losing consciousness....

" Deku ..." I cry out . He stops and takes off my shirt.

" You'll learn not to hit me . You can't keep b_llying me forever katsuki !" He says as he looks at me .

I look down my neck . It has a lot of b#te marks drawing bl##d. My neck is a mess " Deku .... I'm bl33ding... I'll d1e .. " I say in a low voice before passing out again.

POV Deku

I don't know why but it hurt my heart when kacchan said he'll d1e . He can't just d1e . I hate him but doesn't mean he gets to d1e . I won't let him d1e .As if these little bruises can ki11 him . I take the first aid kit and start patching up the wounds . I patch up the wounds. " You're not going anywhere katsuki . Not even d3ath can save you from me " you will pay for all the sufferings you put me through for all these years . That's right I h#te you. I only h#te yo- I notice him whimpering and sheaking in sleep. I don't know why but I gently put the blanket in him . Damn it why do I still care about him . No I don't . I only want him to be alive cause I have to hurt him . Yeah that's right I say to myself.

I sleep besides him and wake up in the morning . He's still sleeping . His face look pale ... that's right he didn't ate anything since last night . I have to keep him alive so I have to feed him . I walk to the kitchen and start making breakfast for us. I eat my plate then walk to the room holding his plate . He is still not awake . I notice him crying in his sleep.

" Hey wake up !" I yell as he opens his eyes and looks around . " Eat up ! " I give him the plate and he just stares at it . " Eat up right now ! " He flinches and starts eating . He looks like he's having a hard time swallowing the food . I just leave the room

• few minutes later •

POV Bakugou

I ate the food Deku gave me . My throat hurts by eating that but I had to eat . But now I feel my stomach hurting Even more . " Ah ..." I hold my stomach and run to the bathroom . I throw up . I can see bl00d mixed with my v#mit . I ignore it and just flash it down. I clean myself up and slowly walk to the room. I sit on the bed and look around

I hear footsteps coming towards me and Deku appears . He has a huge d1ldo on his hand . My eyes widen as he steps towards me . " No p .. please...not that .. " I crawl to a corner of the bed .

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