hate you but love you ( Dekubaku )

all ties cut ?

POV Bakugou

" No .. please..not that " I crawl into the corner. My legs are sheaking . My whole body feels cold .

" Oh don't worry katsuki" he smirks " I won't put it in you just yet . But if you misbehave again I'll make sure to put this inside your a$$ and break your body . He shows the d1ldo . It's just as big as Deku's c#ck I suppose .

" I'll do whatever you say de- izuku . " I cry out . I need to get outta here . He's going crazy. I can't handle all this .

" Good boy , now let's have some fun shall we ~?." He says while taking off his clothes

" No ! No I can't !" I yell out . I really can't handle it . He's too rough . I shut my eyes as a fell something wrapped around my wrist and waist. It's Deku's black webs . He pulls me to the center of the bed and gets on top of me.

" You do as I SAY ! So when I say I want you to spr3ad your legs ! You SPR3AD YOUR LEGS !" He wraps the black webs around my legs and spr3ads them .

" Please... No ... I don't wanna !! " I try to get away but it's useless .

" I don't care what you want ! " He says as he takes off my pants and pushes his d1ck inside my a$$ roughly. He starts f*cking me while I'm dry again.

I cry out. " NOO ! ow !! Please ! Pull it out !" It hurts so bad I can't even move my legs .

He starts moving fast and he goes deeper inside me . I gasp as he pushes his fingers deep into my throat . " shut  The hell up or I'll ki11 you " he says in a cold tone. He really means it ... He wants to ki11 me .. he hates me ... It's all over between us.. now all that's left is h*te... he h*test me so much ... I'm sure he won't even feel bad if he ki11s me ..

My tears keep falling as he keeps pounding into me making me bl33d . I let lose of my body as I go numb . I stop struggling . He Takes his fingers off of my throat.

My vision is getting blurry. He ends it with a deep thrust then cums inside me .

I hiss in pain and my head gets dizzy.

He pulls out. " Now tell me katsuki or should I say kacchan ~ who's the superior of us ? " I just pass out .

Pov Deku

Kacchan passes out again . But this time his expression changed . At first is was just sadness and guilt but he truned numb after I said I'd k1ll him. Hell what was I thinking I can never k1ll kacchan. I'm starting to h#te myself for hurting him so much now . Even though I thought this won't be the case I thought I'd enjoy hurting him . I clean him up carefully and inject rejenaration injection on his hand . It'll heal him up fast .

His face looks so pale cause of all the bl##d lose . I really need to stop hurting him . I patch him up making sure all his injuries were heading. I'll let him go after he gets up . Enough of all this . It's not fun hurting kacchan not at all .

•• few hours later ••

Pov Bakugou

I wake up in that same bed where Deku r#pe me a while ago. I look around and see him sitting beside me. I gasp and sit up . He's probably planing to hurt me again now isn't he ...? I look at my body and see it's healed . " How ...?" I'm surprised

" Well I injected regeneration injections on you " he shigs

I nod . at least I can move now . Even though my body still hurts only the bruises and the intense pain is gone .

" Look. I'm sorry ... I guess I shouldn't have r#ped you . " He says

I look at him being surprised .

" Doesn't mean I don't h#te you and I didn't wanted to hurt you. I did wanted to hurt you for all the $hit you gave me since childhood. You literally ruined my childhood and won't forgive you for that . But hurting you doesn't feel right. So I'll let you go . " He says as he takes off the chains , handcuffs and the antiquirk chocker from me .

" You can go telling people what I did to you but no one will believe you since you're not injured anymore " he says in a cold tone

" I wasn't gonna tell anyone .. " I look at my wrist it's a bit bruised cause of the handcuffs.

" Form now on I don't ever want you butting into my business. And I'll make sure not to get into your business either . I'm cutting all the ties with you Bakugou katsuki . We don't know each other from now on " he says and stands up.

To be honest his words hurt more then his torture . I never thought he'd actually cut me off... Guess that's what I deserve . My tears escape from my eyes . I look at him " I guess this is what I deserve izuku ... " He stays there frozen but he's not looking at me with hatred anymore . Well that doesn't matter now cause as he said . We're over .

I slowly wear the clothes he watches. I stand up Trumbling . " I'll get going then ..." He nods . Somehow his face look full of regrets yet he doesn't say anything.

I slowly walk outta there and soon recognize the place . It's an abundant house near the park . But the insides were all clean . So he really was working on his plan to r#pe me . I shig and walk back home even though my legs hurt like hell I get home by walking .

I get home and plop onto the bed . My phone is still in there . I notice it was truned off so I open  it and see more then 200 missed calls from mom ,dad and some of my classmates . I was gone for two days . I call mom .

She almost receives right away " katsuki !? Why weren't you picking up the calls !? " She yells in a worried tone .

" I lost my sim card... I had to buy another .. " I made that up

She shigs in relieve. " You could have contact us and told us . We were so worried !"

" Sorry about that ..."

" I'm just glad you're safe . We're were about to cancel our work and get home right now . "

" No don't come back ! Not ..yet .. " I say cause I really need to be alone right now

She shigs " are you sure ? "

" Yes I am "

" Fine then I'm not cancelling my work . And make sure to tell your friend kirishima he's the one that informed us about you not picking up calls and not being home "

" Ok I will "

" Oh that reminds me . Where were you for two days ? If your sim card was lost then why weren't you home ?"

" ...I "

" Katsuki is everything ok ? "

" Yeah everything is fine ... " I start remembering the things he did to me in those days. I somehow control my tears and my voice .

" Where were you ?" She asks

" I was probably in the gym training when kirishima was here . I didn't know he was searching for me ... I'll call him "

She shigs in relieve. " I see . Well stay safe I'll be back in 3 days then we can go to our summer vacation "

" Yeah..." I cut the call . As if I'm interested in that anymore..

I curl up and hug the pillow. Those words... That torture... Keeps playing on my head ...

TBC