hate you but love you ( Dekubaku )

lies

POV DEKU

" HE'S NOT DEAD YET !CALM DOWN MIDORIYA !" Kirishima yells . I look at him my tears keep falling as he hugs me tightly. " He'll be ok Midoriya ! Let's have hope ! Don't give up on him ! " My quirk deactivates and I break down crying

* Few minutes later *

I am numb and curled up in the chair . I don't know what I'd do if they come here confirming his death ... I can't live with that ... I hear footsteps coming towards me .. it's recovery girl
." Midoriya boy , Bakugou boy is in a serious condition . I'm doing my best to save him but anything can happen ..."

" Please save him recovery girl ! * I cry out

" Please be calm and listen to me . Bakugou boy has lost too much blood so I can only heal him much . As You know that's how my quirk works he needs stamina . "

" Give him my blood ! Just save him ! Take as much as blood you need to save him just do it ! I don't care if I die ! "

"I'm glad you're helping him but I have some questions for you Midoriya boy . "

" What questions !? "

" I'll ask you later . First let's go give Bakugou boy some stamina fast "

" Yeah let's go ! "

•• few hours later ••

POV Deku

I gave kacchan my blood an hour ago . Recovery girl is working on him . Please get well kacchan ... I feel my tears fall . Aunty mitsuki and uncle Masaru is here too . My mom just arrived . Aunty is crying and mom is hugging her . " everything will be ok mitsuki . Katsuki is strong. He'll be ok . Mom says . Uncle Masaru is talking to the nurse

" He was so quiet since we got home . He wasn't eating well or training . He wasn't yelling at me or Masaru ... I tried to ask him if there's anything wrong but he didn't say anything... And now ... Suddenly he commits suil!cide ... " She keeps crying as mom hugs her .

My tears keep falling... What have I done to him ... I don't deserve him ..I don't deserve to be a hero... No I don't even deserve to live ... I made kacchan k!ll himself... It wasn't a su;cide it was a murd*r ... I k!lled kacchan... I don't deserve to live..

My thoughts are cut off as I see recovery girl coming outta the emergency room.She walks towards us " katsuki boy is in a stable condition now . But he's not fully healed . It'll takes 2 more days for me to heal him completely . But he's awake so you can go meet him .

I quickly run into his room as fast as I could kirishima followed along . I see him and run to him " kacchan ..." He's looking at the sealing his head is bandaged and body has multiple stiching . He's wearing a oxygen mask. And has multiple medicine going through his nerves .

Aunty runs in and sees him " katsuki ! " She holds his hand and cries out. * Why did you do this?" She asks crying . Kacchan slowly looks at her . Uncle Masaru is behind her . He holds kacchan's hand too . I can see him crying while seeing kacchan's condition.

" ....I had ..to .." he saying in a faint voice... I tear up ... It's my fault... It's all my fault damn it..

" No you don't ! Don't you dare do something like this again katsuki " she cr!es and kisses kacchan's hand . " Please ...talk to me .. what's going on son ... Why'd you do that ?"

She asks sobbing but kacchan stays numb...a bit later he answers " I ... I'm weak ... I couldn't fight him " my tears fall ...he's talking about me ...

" Couldn't fight who ? Did anyone do this to you ?! " Aunty asks wiping her tears . " Tell us who did this katsuki . Who ever it is he won't get away " uncle says .

Kacchan nods " it ....it was a villain ... He hid hit me with his quirk " I'm surprised now . What's he saying,? there was no villain that had hit him with a quirk . Unless he meant I'm the villain ...well that's fair I didn't do anything to be called a hero by him ... All the torture I had put him though ...

My thoughts are cut as recovery girl enters the room " Bakugou boy . I want you to tell us what happened. Who raped you ? "

" Raped him !!!?" Aunty gasps and stands up . Mom and uncle has a shoked expression on their face .

Recovery girl nods " he was raped before he jumped . I figured it out when I was healing him "

" What ?! Who did that to you katsuki ?" Uncle asks holding kacchan's hand ..

" ...it was ...a villain... He had hit me with a hypnosis quirk ... He said his quirk makes his victims do whatever he wanted" what ? What's going on? Why's kacchan lying ? He has such a nice chance to kick me outta his life and UA . Why isn't he telling the truth.

" That guy said... He was a fan from the spots festival... That he wants me for himself...but since I won't agree to that he used his quirk saying he'd have his way... with me ...then make me look like I commit suc1de after getting r*ped cause he doesn't want me to be with someone else...he said I'm better off d*ad then be with someone else other than him ..." That's a total lie !

" I'm going to report this to hero agencies! That guy won't escape!" Aunty yells and stands up crying .

" I'm... Sorry for being weak ... I tried to fight him ... I couldn't ... " Kacchan says as his tears fall . What's going on?! I'm so confused..

" It's not your fault katsuki. And I'll make sure that guy is caught ! You focus on getting recover. " She hugs kacchan .

Uncle Masaru joins the hug . I stand there .

They went home after a few more discussion . The police and some heros came and ask kacchan about what happened and he lied again . Why is he lying like this I don't understand . But one thing was confirmed that he wanted to say something to me alone . He wasn't getting any time .

After everyone went home I decide to stay with him for a bit long . Kirishima wanted to stay too but kacchan told him to come back tomorrow . Now it's just me and kacchan on this room and I have one question ...

TBC