south park ships (one-shots)

💔✨fuck you...but i still love you✨💔

TW:SH & SUICIDE & BEER
CW:SH/CUTTING AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE & DRINKING

Heidis pov:henrietta has been Presurring me over if we should tell the goths and the others about us I'm now walking over to her house *at her house*"come on can we at least tell the goths so I don't have to keep hiding it"no henrietta that's finally "but why can't we just" I said no "fuck you" what"you heard me "wtf I'm your gf and your gonna tell me fuck you yk what maybe this won't work out" what"we're over I said running out of her house crying ik it wouldn't work out but I love her to much yk what she's goth so why would she care fuck her and fuck me  for having feelings for her I ran through the snow falling a couple of times I really didn't care we're I was heading I soon got tired and fell into the snow crying "hey miss are you o- wait Heidi" go away pls I cried out"no what happened "I fucked up wendy I fucked up " what happened here let me get you to my house *at Wendy's house*"i hate this "so what happened" I was dating henrietta a couple hrs ago we had been dating sense a yr ago and she wanted to tell her friends but I wasnt ready I just kinda snapped and I broke up with her wendy

Henriettas pov:I was crying hard why am I crying she was just another poser no she wasn't you loved her she was your one and only you fucked it up you couldn't have just waited you rushed her it's not her fault it's yours it's been a yr yeah but just for once could you stop acting like you hate everyone what have I done I fucked things up I always do I have to find her I have to I ran out of my house fallowing the trail I'm guessing she left tears streaming down my face I run u til I stop at starks pond I'm guessing she fell and someone helped her but who I ran down the road and stopped when I saw her with that bitch wendy she looked happy but she was really upset I could tell oh that bitch I'm going to fuck her up *4 days later*its now friday and Heidi has been hiding from me ik its my fault and I deserve this I just want to talk to her  I stop wendy as she walks by"what do you want how"excuse me I was wondering if heidi was ok"why would you care you broke her heart"I didn't mean to I realized I fucked up I w-"idc I'm not letting you go near her "that's when I had it I punched her and the  kicked her in the stomach" you bitch... *cough cough*"i looked down to see her coughing up blood I picked up her head by her hair listen here bitch I will make it up to Heidi I will get her back and you will not get in the way or I will murder you you under stand"... "I punched her in the face and walked away

Heidis pov:it was Friday after school I sat in my room looking in the mirror my parents gone to a meeting with there jobs and my older sister with her bf I continued to look in the mirror and chug more beer fuck every thing and everyone I fucked up big time didn't I I stumble to the bathroom crying while looking in the mirror I grab the blade and find a clear space on my arms and thigh I cut deeper and deeper soft wimpers could be heard as I tried not to scream worthless... Dumb... Stupid.... Your fault..... You really are a stupid I pulled the pill bottle out of the cabinet and put it all into my hand I was about to pit it into my mouth until I heard a knock I pulled up my thigh high socks and pulled down the sleeves to my jacket I tried to stuff toilet paper into my sleeves and Into my socks so it wouldn't bleed through and I still had the pills in my hand but then the door busted open" Heidi "no not you anyone but you I'm trying to get away from you bc I fucked up" no you didn't I did

Henriettas pov:look I fucked up I should have respected that you didn't wanna tell anyone I was stupid and didn't know what I was thinking I didn't mean any of it pls take me back I love you Heidi I'm nothing with out you and ik you have horrible trust issues bc of cartman but I'm different I didn't mean to hurt you I will never ever hurt you again you are my everything pls Heidi"henrietta I forgive you I'm so sorry and I'm am totally ready to tell everyone were dating I love you so much "I ran up to her and kissed her I picked her up and set her on the sink while breaking the kiss I pull down her socks (not were your ass thinks it's going) and I grab a rag and put water on it I put it on her fresh cuts I wash the blood off her arms and thighs while kissing her cuts pls promise me not to hurt your self and or try to kill yourself heidi I can't lose you I said throwing away the pills " i.. Hiccup... Promise "are you drunk " maybe... Hiccup "ok were laying you down

Heidis pov: I don't want to tho " nope to bad "ugh she laid us on the bed were now cuddling as she kisses my neck haha stop it I said as she licked my neck" hey sis i-"ahh get out now "yeah ima go now " pfft "oh hush" haha her face "ok hush it's time to go to bed " ugh ok I snuggled up right next to her and for the first time in forever (and for the first time in forever the gates are open and so is that door yeah I probably spelt that wrong but hey it's frozen lmao) I finally felt safe in someones arms

A/n this took me 2 hrs to right last night and I think this chapter is great anyways bye children