Merlin: Dangerous game

Chapter Sixteen

I'm laying on my bed in my chamber. The Quest that Arthur was meant to go on his own had been a complete disaster...alright maybe not. We all made it back alive in one piece.

Arthur got the trident, and no one knows he had any help at all but it had never been for him, not entirely. I had been given something. Something from the fisher King.

Morgauses plan hadn't worked yet again because Morgana and I got the bracelet off Arthur just in time.

I'm not sure how much longer I can take this. Do this even. Pretend I'm on Morgana's and Morgauses side when I'm not. Going against Arthur but also protecting him don't feel right, it never did.

I'm lost in confusion and mixed feelings about everything. I knew I had been playing a dangerous game from the very beginning but yet I still let it lead onward until now its too late.

Maybe Morgana is on my side, but for how long? Will her sister turn her against Arthur all over again? Will something ruin everything. I know what Morgause can be like.

I can't help but have all these strange feelings inside me. I hate myself for getting in to such a stupid situation but I can't help it no more. I really care for Morgana more then I had ever believed I would. Not after her sudden change of heart. Not after knowing what she had began to turn into.

But that isn't the worst of it. I almost lost Gaius too. Not too long after we returned. Someone from Gaius's past showed up. Her name is Alice. Caused all kinds of trouble, she had been sentenced too death after nearly killing Uther. She escaped...Gaius may had had something to do with it. He loved her. He couldn't watch her die could he?

I said he could of gone with her...but he didn't want too. Some excuse about who would look after me.

Someone knocked at the door bringing me back from my thoughts. "Yes!" I call to who ever it is.

"Merlin," says Morgana rushing into the room in panic.

"What is it?" I ask quickly really confused.

"Morgause she wants me too...destroy what ever relationship there is between Gwen and Arthur. Morgause says she has seen Gwen become queen in the future," she says looking concerned at me.

"We can't do that Morgana. We can't go that far," I tell her firmly.

"I don't know if I can do it, Merlin. I just don't know."

"Morgana this ends here and now. This has been a Dangerous game. But that ends right now. It's your choice. My side or hers," I say quickly to her.

She looks at me and smiles. "Yours, always."

The Dangerous Game is over.

I wish I could tell you that after Morgana choice me everything went well. I wish I could tell you that everything was going to be okay but I can't.

It never will be. Morgana and I now must hide our secret. Our magic, our love from Arthur the one we both care a lot about while Morgause plots her revenge. Not only against Arthur and Uther but us too. Morgana has betrayed her sister, and that won't be forgiven.

We both know that. We are just waiting for the time when she will strike back. But for now, right here. Right now. Morgana and I are in love. Are together and protecting Arthur.

I just hope it stays that way.

The End.