Yina had been stripped from her life.
She laid awake in bed, darkness engulfing her, entirely alone, thinking about what she could have had. School had finished, she had barely been. If none of this had happened, she would be attending universities, depending on which one she got accepted to. Either way, she would be doing something— she would be something. Someone.
Her life wasn't boring, to say the least, and she wasn't ungrateful for her friends or even being alive, but it wasn't what she had wanted. Wasn't what she had wished for as a child; dreamed about with her brother. Of course, he was alive, and that's all Yina cared about. But she just wanted to be normal again.
Jongho and Wooyoung had left the apartment in her care, trusting her not to leave. She was too scared to anyway. Yina had spent the day sulking, moping around, and maybe it was the after effects of doing nothing all day that she wanted to change things. Permanently.
All she needed to do was convince her brother or Hongjoong.
She picked up her phone.
YINA
i want to go to university
SAN
typing...
SAN
|
SAN
typing...
YUNHO
I think that's a good idea
SAN
absolutely not
YUNHO
it's a good opportunity
SAN
but she'll be with loads of people
YUNHO
exactly
YUNHO
Mingi you got into university, right?
MINGI
yeah i did
MINGI
Yonsei
YUNHO
you could go together
YUNHO
that way she has one of us there to make sure she's okay
HONGJOONG
ah..
HONGJOONG
I think it's a good idea too
SAN
what.
HONGJOONG
I'll have to speak to Jinyoung, but it could work
SEONGHWA
I shall be going too, then.
YINA
I applied to Yonsei..
YINA
I haven't been home to see my acceptance letters though
YINA
with my attendance I'm not sure I got in
YINA
it's a top university...
HONGJOONG
I'll have Mingi pick them up for you
HONGJOONG
Jinyoung said if you get in, you can go
YINA
no pressure
Mingi was at the apartment the next hour, holding a bunch of thick envelopes. Yina's heart sank in a fit of nervousness, and she was sure Mingi could sense her feelings as if they were pooling out of her in a cloud of thick purple smoke. He sent her a weary smile, shuffling through the letters until he found the correct one.
"This one is your reply from University," he paused, holding the envelope out to her before continuing to eye the remaining ones he held in his other hand. Yina took the University letter, "...And these were some others addressed to you. Probably useless," He continued, dismissing the others and putting them on the coffee table.
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Fanfiction"It's fun to pretend you're someone you're not, and doing it Online makes it easier." --- Seo Yina would like to call herself fun and carefree, but when something tragic happens in her life, she moves house and decides to download a dating app - les...
