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🍒Wooyoung The next day I wasn't able to focus on anything. San's and my call in the middle of the night was the only thing I was able to think about.
He knew exactly that I now thought of him. Maybe he did it on purpose - maybe he didn't. But somehow I felt a bit relieved because the thing between him and Jimin was now finally over.
Maybe he didn't even lie to me and people would now talk about how San rejected Jimin. Hopefully it was the truth. Not because I didn't like Jimin or so. But because I didn't want to see San with someone else.
Seeing him with someone else broke my heart. Especially when he laughed with him. I never felt as miserable before.
Today was the day I might was able to talk to San again. There was a big party at one of the football player's houses and as a cheerleader I was invited as well
"The party will be soo big" Yunho said with a smile on his face. I forced a smile. "Yeah" I mumbled and went into Yunho's bathroom in order to put on some of his makeup.
We were getting ready for the party and I tried to look extra good. I tried to fool myself into saying that I didn't do all of this effort just to impress San but somehow this was the truth.
When I put on the white clothes I picked out. I felt like my outfit looked good on me. For the first time I thought that I might wanted to talk to San again.
Even though my experiences with parties weren't the best so far, I tried cheer up myself
Yunho and I walked to the address we were given. I was nervous to see San there. I knew exactly that he'd be there. And maybe I was also nervous to see his reaction to my look.
"What are you thinking about?" Yunho asked me concerned because he noticed that I didn't really listen to him, which I felt bad about but I just wasn't able to think of anything else expect for San
"Nothing much, I am just nervous to see San again. That's all" I said and sighted whereas Yunho put his hand on my shoulder in order to comfort me.
"We'll just stay together and drink a bit. I am pretty sure there'll be some nice people. Maybe you'll meet someone there" Yunho winked at me.
I appreciated that he tried to cheer me up but he didn't know that I just wasn't able to meet someone new.
I knew that I was young and also maybe too young to understand what real love was. But somehow the connection with San felt different
It just felt different. And I couldn't even explain what exactly felt different or what this feeling even was
I just knew that he was able to ruin me And maybe he'd do that
"We're here" Yunho said and pointed at the house next to us. The door was open and one was able to see many people standing in front of the house, red cups in their hands filled with loads of liquors.
We went inside. The smell of alcohol and sweat greeted us. The air was thick and the people were already drunk - at least mist of them were
It felt like a typical house party that would escalate at the end of the night
"Everyone's staring at you" Yunho whispered amusedly. I looked around. And he was right. Maybe it was my outfit or maybe people were just curious.
I didn't know what to think but I didn't care about their opinion. There was just one opinion that mattered to me.
"Hey guys; woah lookin fine today" one of the football players called Chan greeted us. We laughed out loud and looked at the muscular boy.
"Thanks for the invitation. Where's the alcohol?" Yunho immediately asked knowing that we'd definitely needed some drinks if we really wanted to celebrate
"You're welcome. Alcohol's in the kitchen" Chan said and pointed at the white door that was open. It leaded to the kitchen that already looked messy because of all the cups and bottles.
"What do you want to drink?" Yunho looked at me whereupon I started to think about what my drink of choice would be.
I didn't even thought about it a second before Yunho pressed a cup into my hand. It was filled with soda and vodka. I looked at him and raised an eyebrow.
"What's this?" I asked him knowing exactly that the ratio would be completely off. Yunho und grinned at me and filled his own cup with an unhealthy amount of vodka too
"Just a little special mixture" he winked at me and took a sip of his own drink. I rolled my eyes whereas I also took a sip
I didn't taste the alcohol. But maybe that was for the better
"Mingi texted that he's in front of the door. I'll get him real quick" Yunho suddenly excused himself after taking a look at his cellphone
I nodded and looked around after Yunho left. Chan's house was pretty nice but there was an unhealthy amount of football photos of him. I grinned when I looked at the photos
Suddenly two figures entered the kitchen without even noticing my presents
"You're an asshole San! Why do you keep saying you're not interested?!" Jimin yelled at the muscular man in front of him.
I gulped. Never had I thought that I'd see San that quickly. And never had I thought that I'd see Jimin and him fight
It turned out to be the most awkward moment in my life because they both still didn't notice me
"Because I am not! I was never interested in you. Do you want me to lie or what?" San replied harshly.
I gulped when I heard his words. He didn't lie to me. He wasn't interested in Jimin and he must've told him that more than one time
Why didn't I believe him?
"No! But- gosh it's all about Wooyoung right? Everyone wants to fuck him get over it!" Jimin yelled and I suddenly dropped my cup when I heard his words
Now both looked at me in shock.
Jimin furrowed his eyebrows. "Oh my-" Jimin only mumbled when he saw me standing right behind the counter.
"Did you just listen?!" Jimin asked me harshly. I looked at San for a second who looked at me worriedly. I just knew that he didn't want all of this
"Don't talk to him like that" San warned Jimin and wanted to come over to me but Jimin was faster
He stopped right in front of me and started to ramble. "You ruined everything god damn!" He yelled and took a random cup that stood on the counter and poured it over my white shirt
A gasped and looked at him with watery eyes. "W-What" I just mumbled and looked down to my now pink stained shirt
"That's it! You're fucking insane! I never want to see you again. And if you lay a hand on Wooyoung again, I'll make you regret it!" San said and pulled Jimin away from me
