I AM PHILOPHOBIC ( On Hold)

LOVE ❤️

It is not a update and i know many people will ignore it...but it is for them who will not ignore me.

I just wanted to know your perspective on LOVE.

I think love makes us feel miserable...fearful...hurt...helpless...weak.

We can be dominant for the whole world but that one person whom we claim to love can make us do the opposite of our nature.

If i say then i am a girl who hates to be controlled but only that person can make me do things according to his choice.

I usually don't use AAP for my frds and similar age groups. I am always a straightforward person. I don't say sorry easily that comes upon ego.

But I think i will use AAP to him...talk politely...after thinking....and can say sorry also without even having any mistake.

I always thought what kind of girlfriend or fiancé or wife i will be.

Will i work according to him?

Will i be able to make myself comfortable around him?

Will i be able to commit to him?
(I fear commitments.... )

(I can't talk to the same person daily....i gets irritated with same questions like kaise ho? Khana khaya? Family kaise hai?

I believe if i will be in problem and you r that much important then i will told you directly if i was having a problem... there is not need of asking daily)

But will i feel loved if he will ask those questions?

I usually ask my frds that how i will be infront of him And what u think that i will be a good partner ?

i too have some cons and he has to accept like that.
If i will do some compromises then he too have to do the same.
I also wanted to be financially independent.
I too want my privacy even if we are partners we can't go into each other's

personal space.

THESE ARE JUST MY THOUGHTS AS MY ALL COUSINS ARE MARRIED AND THEY SOMEHOW NOT HAPPY WITH THIER LIVES AND FIGHTS ARE THERE.

I DON'T WANT MY LIFE LIKE THEM.

I ALSO DON'T HAVE ANY BOYFRIEND AND FIANCÉ.

DO GIVE YOUR PERSPECTIVE ON LOVE.
IS LOVE BEAUTIFUL ALSO?

Ur writer
Reet ❤️