Part 22 ~ Alone

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TW:
Mature Language
Mention of SA, suicidal thoughts
Death
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George listened to dream and ran.. ran until he couldn't breathe. He didn't know were he was. He was lost, clueless, alone..

He sat down on a random log, breathing heavily. He ran for a solid 30 minutes

He held the diary close to him and he started sobbing of what he realised what he had just done.

He opened the diary slowly and saw many stuff..

Lyrics..

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Ive been feeling kind of disconnected from my mind a lot these days
Its like I cant seem to shut the voices off
I cant get them to behave
I'm not really sure how much more of this shit I can even take
Before this mask that I am forced to wear just disintegrates
So now Im scaling the edge of a skyscraper
And no ones screaming save him
So Im wavering back and forth between this life
Or something greater
Taking steps to reach the top
And Ill slip and fall if I ever try to stop
Got nothing left to turn back to now
But it sure is a long way down

As the light swings by my head
And I watch the cops pace back and forth
I wonder to myself what the fuck am I even here for
The score is settled
You fuckers did nothing
So naturally he kept on touching
And I decided we have enough of disgusting
I wanted nothing more than justice
I couldn't believe you off of a trust us
I needed more to be done
Shit Ive wanted this since the night it happened and the night terrors begun
Don't try and analyze me man
Don't even waste your fucking breath
I am not the enemy here
I'm just the angel of death

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Love notes.. aimed towards George..

George looked threw it and started sobbing even more.

"Why did I leave him!" He screamed to himself and he broke down.

He heard footsteps from behind him and got scared. He turned around and saw 2 people.

"Stay away!" George said in between sobs while moving back

"Hey.. we are not gonna hurt you.." One of them said while walking closer

"Foolish how do you know if he's not setting us up" The other one said

He ignored him and walked up to George. "I'm foolish" He siad with a smile

"G-George.." George stuttered. Foolishs eyes widen

"Like Prince George?" The other one said.

George nodded slighty.

"I'm Punz.. what are you doing here?"

George didn't know what to say "I don't know.." George said truthfully

"Your gonna get a cold if you stay out here"

"I have no where to go tho"

"What happened to Cosmo" Punz asked, being nosey

"I don't know.."

"You don't know anything" He mumbled. Foolish shoved him and turned to George

"You can stay with us for now if you'd like? We don't live far from here" Foolish offered

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