Alpha Jax - UPDATING!!

Chapter Fifteen

Chapter Fifteen

Taking in a deep breath I shoved away Blake after realizing what he was doing, "You did this on purpose," I threatened to him and he shook his head.

"No, I wanted to prove a point to you, Gipsy. You are lucky enough to have two mates!"

"Talk about unlucky enough. I was perfectly fine on my own until you just did that to me," a wave of arousal passed through me as I was talking to Blake. Dear Goddess.

"How? I've known for so long and I thought you were gaslighting me until I went to a mage and he read to me my future. You were in it Gipsy, you had kids and I saw myself beside you."

Gritting my teeth and gripping my hands together in fists I shook my head at him, "Stay away from me Blake and don't ruin my future with Jax, you hear me?"

He grabbed me sending sparks through my being as he tried to talk to me and get me to calm down. Walking quickly out of the room we were in I bumped into somebody and apologizing before looking at who it was. Jax. Oh Goddess why me? He looked confused, hurt, lost and everything in between as I looked at him with pleading eyes. Letting out a scoff he turned on his heel and walked away from me. What the? Walking after him he gripped my wrist and led me to his room and practically pushed my in there and slamming the door.

"What the hell," Jax yelled at me.

"What do you mean? You think I knew about this? Yeah, me and Blake have had sex since like our Sophomore year of high school, but that doesn't mean anything? You were the one that made me go into pre-heat, he didn't do that!"

"Of course he didn't Gipsy! I am your true mate, the second mate forms from an emotional bond that can only be formed by actual love. The Goddess gives you the second bond in case the first mate fucks up!" he yelled at me again, but this time it seemed mixed with sadness, "You love him and you won't admit that to yourself. How could you?"

The last part seemed nothing but a whisper that danced along my ears as he looked at me once more with what seemed to be unshed tears, "Jax, how could I know? I thought second mates were a fairy tale that they told us as a bedtime story. It hasn't seem to happen since the Dark Ages."

Sighing heavily he looked at me, "Do you truly love him?"

Shaking my head, "No, Jax I don't. I love you, you're my actual mate. Not him."

"Then why do you love him," he was trying to box me into an answer so he could be right. Hm.

"Because, Jax, he was my first everything. He was the one to always love me and spend time with me. Ever since we were little, he was even there to kiss my skinned knee when I fell too hard on the concrete. I wanted to share those moments with him, because I knew in my heart at the time I loved him and wanted to be with him forever. Not anymore," I hope he could sense how truthful I'm being. Do I want to kiss Blake? Yes. Do I want to have sex with him again? Also yes, but it's nothing more than just baseline attraction, I swear.

Jax stalked towards me in long strides, grabbed me by the shoulders and crashed his lips to mine and a soft moan escaped my lips as we kissed. He was like a drug to me and I couldn't wait for more. Later. Stepping away from Jax I put my arm on his chest, "We can't have sex every time we argue. It's toxic couple one-oh-one," I shook my head at him and then smoothed down my dress.

Rolling his eyes he put his fingers on his chin in a sort of though, "I'll tell you what, Gipsy. I want you to hang out with Blake. Since you had your first everything with him, I want you to have your lasts. After this, no more. You will not see him or even speak to him until we mark each other, understood?"

Furrowing my eyebrows in confusion, "But why? I just confessed I don't love him like I love you."

"I want you to experience having one last moment with him even if it hurts me in return. I will not stand in the way of you loving him because I know he cannot after I mark you as mine," he shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly.