Alpha Jax - UPDATING!!

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Eighteen

'Your love never reached out to me. I hope in due time it is time for us to come together and let our souls dance in the night sky as we drift towards our forever slumber.'

God, how do writers have to be so good at what they do? It's kind of painful to think about how these writers portray exactly what they want across the page while some of the others who do aspire to be writers sit their with their laptop open with nothing on the page. Sighing and closing the book I just finished while I'm sitting in the nook in the library, I turned to look out the window. Trees went on for miles, but at the edge of the left side of the trees you could see the winding road reach towards the next town. Hearing a scream at the base of my fight I flinched in acknowledgement at what was happening down stares below my very feet. How can Jax do this to him? It doesn't seem right or at least it doesn't seem like he should be able to do this to him. I should find Jennie and let her talk to Brandon before it's too late. I fear the worst for him right now.

Getting to my feet and putting on my slip-on shoes I ran downstairs to the dungeons as quick as I could only to be met by Jax with a melting pot of silver in his hands and Brandon with seared flesh on him. Goddess, what's going on? Smelling the rotten flesh filled air it made me want to barf, but walking unsteadily to Jax I swallowed my anxiety.

"Jax, don't you think he should talk to Jennie? Let her know what's going on?"

Jax scoffed at me and put down the melting pot on his cart that was sitting beside him, "Of course not, they will conspire against me and where would I be then?"

Folding my arms across my chest I stood there to defy him, "Jax, he is in a cage with melted silver running down his arm and searing his flesh off. I doubt he would do anything against you and even then you could be right there the whole time during their conversation."

He snorted and wiped his hands off with a towel. He seemed agitated that I'm here right now ruining his torture time, "Look, Gipsy, I don't have time for this right now. Can't you go clean or something?"

Oh. Hell. No. I looked at him with the upmost of a ridiculous look I could give, and with one could whack of the head he hissed at me, "Don't you dare fucking talk to me like that, Jax. Don't be a dick just because your 'best friend' betrayed you. Fucking asshole..." I muttered the last part and left the dungeon as quickly as I came in it.

Fucking dick, who does he think he is? Ordering me to clean something! Mumbling some curse words along my walking away from there I decided to just look up what is going on with my body. I mean there is no time like the present, right? Walking around the library to find tomes on how werewolves could stop transforming and I couldn't find much. Some of it was how the Moon Goddess stole their connection to their wolf making them a mortal for the rest of their lives. Others was a witch stole their wolf soul, but nothing about it just coming naturally. I don't understand, how is there nothing about me? There has to be something.

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Sitting in the kitchen once more I looked down to my phone, a call from Blake. How goody.

"Yes, Blake?"

"Hello, beautiful, I decided to stop by and come have a date with you."

Sighing, "Blake, our relationship doesn't work like that. We can hang out for sure, but nothing more and nothing less."

"Fine, I guess. We'll see what happens when I get there."

Why is there so much happening in my life? Like there's the Rogues, Blake, my wolf, and of course Brandon put a cherry on top of my 'perfect' life. Maybe the Moon Goddess is torturing me or hurting Jax because of his fat head. Clicking my tongue on the way to open the first entrance door I saw Blake smiling and looking handsome as always. Letting him come inside he pulled flowers from behind his back.

"Oh goodness, they're beautiful flowers. Thank you so much," I sniffed them and they were of course my favorite, camellia's. 

"Of course, beautiful. Now, I was wondering if we could watch a movie or something since we can't actually go out and enjoy ourselves."

Giving him the stink eye I started to go for my room, "Well, c'mon then I guess. I can put the flowers in my room and then we can go to the small theater on the opposite side of the castle."

He nodded his head and waited for my return before we started to head towards the small home theater that wasn't used as often as I think it should be used. Grabbing some popcorn I sat down beside Blake, loving how he made me comfortable which I haven't been feeling this way in some time.

"So, what are you in the mood to watch?"

Blake popped a piece of popcorn in his mouth and sucked the butter off of his thumb, "Um, how about 'Harry Potter'? Whichever one if fine, but I know your favorite is the 'Prisoner of Azkaban'," he teased.

"Mmm, that is my favorite. Alright, we'll put that one on," I bought it off of YouTube and put it on for us to watch. Sitting comfortably in my chair I grabbed the blanket that usually stays in the storage compartment in-between the seats and draped it over us.

We sat in a comfortable silence while eating our popcorn, "Gipsy, I know this is weird, our relationship and all, but can it not be? I mean, we did it to ourselves."

"I already told Jax of our relationship, and he said not to be reckless. He knows how it happened, and is fine that we have thus relationship. I just don't know what to do about it..." trailing off I did admit that I hated it. I loved our relationship before everything, and even now I could feel myself giving into my heat, even though I tried to avoid it as much as possible.

"Gipsy, there is nothing wrong with how you feel. With us. You're in a monogamous relationship for the most part, it's just you love me from the connection we've built over a lifetime. You can't just throw that away."

Now I was starting to cry, "I don't want to throw it away, Blake! I love you, and you love me. I just want one mate to love and have kids with for crying out loud."

Blake chuckled and wiped my tear, "I don't want kids with you, silly. Do I want to have sex with you? Absolutely. I don't want to marry you or have kids with you. I just love being around you," he softly said to me and I caved so quick.

Throwing my arms around his neck I kissed his soft lips and felt the fireworks that I normally feel with Jax. Sighing in content I kissed him once more before leaning back in my lounger with a feeling of satisfaction of what just happened. I hate when he's right. Everything is just so easy with Blake, we've known each other for so long and we've built a relationship that I want to last for years. He grabbed my face and shook his head, "Look, Gipsy, I want you to be as happy as possible. If that means no contact from me, then fine."

Blinking my unshed tears for them to fall I sighed, "I don't want that. I can't lose you, Blake. You're my best friend and have always been there for me for whatever. I want you in my life until we're old and crippled."

He chuckled, wiped my face from the tears and kissed my nose, "Good. Now, let's finish this movie."

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