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(Eclipse's pov)
I am back in my own room,
for the first time in over a week.
I needed the change of scenery, and a social pause.
It's like my emotions are still loading, and I'm left numb.
I should be happier.
Lunar is alive, but I can't sense that glow anywhere.
Why am I still grieving for someone who isn’t even dead?
It will all process soon, I hope.
In the meantime, I want to be alone. I want some time.
I want them to have their time.
I collapse onto my own bed, and feel the springs creak beneath me. It usually feels unnaturally empty here, but today it is almost comforting.
Sitting on a lone shelf, a soft, yellow-plush star, accented in aqua and violet.
My first day at work, and it was left by one of the children. We never found them to return it, and I like to think, even now, whoever it was, left it for me.
I pull it down and hold it.
I curl up on the mattress, making myself as small as I possibly can, hidden in a pile of assorted blankets.
I clench it tightly to my chest.
It feels warm, and it reminds me of the other things that mattered, once.
That will never really matter again.
This will pass.
JE LEEST
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